spotlight // njr

Chapter 7

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Today is the last day of my first campaign. The campaign goes along very well and my boss gave me an appreciation for collecting 5.000 signs in a month.

After works, i decided to have a celebration party with my teammates who helps me a lot for this campaign, i can't collect all those signs without them.

"Juli always have the best party ever!" said Julian, one of my teammates.

"Yeah, so sad that Freya can't come to join us."

"Well, a betrayer doesn't allowed here." I mumbled to myself.

After we had our celebration party, i went to my place and facetimed Eden. I really miss him since he didn't pick up any of my calls since yesterday.

"C'mon baby, please pick up." I bite my nails, hoping that he would hear me.

There is no answer, i turned on my tv and there's a news about Neymar releasing the official breakup statement with Bruna after Vogue Magazine had launch her debut.

World is talking about their break up right now and i saw one of the article from one of American website that said i'm the one who caused their break up.

I saw one of my Twitter notification popped out from my phone and there is a news with Eden's name on it. I open it quickly, then i saw a picture of Eden spotted with a girl in his house at London.

My jaw dropped from the second i read that, i'm not 100% sure if it's really him or not, because it's just a picture of a silhouette of them. I can't believe everything that captured in the media.

I tried to think in a positive way but with Eden's dissapearance makes me worried as fuck about the truth. What if he cheated on me again?

I turned off my Twitter and Instagram notification because it keeps blowing up about pictures of Eden with the other girl.

Later, Eden called me and i took a long breath before i answered it. I can't say anything and was hoping that i would not hear something about what i feared of.

"Babe? I'm sorry i haven't call you since yesterday, i'm really busy with training for the premier league and you must be worried about the news."

"Hm," I have no idea how i'm gonna talk about this.

"It's my new maid seriously, i could give you her contact if you want."

"You don't have to, i believe you."

"No you should, i can't make you worry about me. After this i had more training to go so i'll call you later ok."

"Yeah."

"Je t'aime, ma chérie."

"Je t'aime pour toujours, mon amour."

I hang up my call and sat on my bed, Eden sent me his new maid contact but i don't have any interest to check on her. I still have something stuck inside my chest.

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Day by day, i feel my relationship with Eden is not as the same as it used to. I became very worried every seconds that i don't spent with him.

I lied to myself when i said that i have nothing to worried against him, it's not like i don't believe him or something but there are a lot of rumours spreading on the internet about us and it affects me somehow.

I share my problems with Bianca and she said that maybe the tragedy in the past havent recovered yet. I still lose my trust against him and i cant lie to myself no more.