The Sinful boy - Sequel to Fanboy // Seoksoo [completed]

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Jisoo

I don't know what day it is. I don't why they brought me here. Well, I know the reason; I was being friends with Satan, but why here? It hurts. I want to go home. Not to my parents but to Seokmin. I miss him again.

How nasty of me, thinking of him all the time. I still remember how he took care of me and how he touched me, it feels like yesterday. It's been awhile since I saw him. It's been awhile since I saw anyone.

Expect my mean uncle. He is always drinking and he likes to hit me if I'm not being like an angel and a good boy. He yells at me, because I like Seokmin and it makes me feel sick. I'm starting to miss the feeling of the pills, they got me out of the reality for a second. I have cried so much that I'm feeling weak and miserable. I waited for savior, the knight didn't come. I was like some princess waiting and singing beautiful songs with birds, expect I didn't sing. I was too tired for that. 

I'm now alone in the house finally. Uncle went somewhere but he didn't tell me where he went. I sat on the corner of the living room, not knowing where else I was supposed to sit, because every time I tried to sit on the couch I got hit and told that twinks like me weren't allowed to feel comfortable. I sigh as I hug my legs tighter. "I miss Seokmin's bed..", the whisper is almost non existent but it fills the silent room, just for a moment. 

I hear a car coming to the yard, expecting my uncle to be back. I quickly wipe my face with my sleeves and breath slowly in and out. In..

Knock knock. 

...and out. 

The door opens and my breath gets stuck in my throat. "Jisoo?" Seokmin shouts for me as he steps in. Is this hallucination? Seokmin spots me on the ground as he comes to the house fully and he looks happy. He runs to me and lifts me up to his lap, hugging close and it sounds like he is crying to my neck. My hands try to grab his shirt and when my hands get a hold of him, the tears form into my eyes once again as I hug Seokmin. He starts with his story, how worried he was and asked why I was so skinny and bruised  and was I okay, then he says he is sorry and he loves me and then he says he is sorry once again. I listen to him talking and relaxing into his embrace. 

I feel myself drifting away to wonderland of sleep, but then I see Jeonghan and Seungcheol coming inside too. I smile at them weakly, not even trying to get myself up from Seokmin's hold. "Baby? You okay?" I hear again. My mind goes empty and all the thoughts vanish away. Seokmin is here, don't worry. "Let's go home.." I whisper to my boyfriend and he smiles before kissing me. 

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We got home. To Seokmin's house. It's my home now. I don't want to go anywhere else, I'm fine with Seokmin. He carries me to his bed and turns around. I grab his hand tightly and he looks at me confused. "Don't go..", he chuckles at my works, but comes closer and kisses my forehead. "I'll come to bed, don't worry, I'll just go lock the front door", then he leaves the room, making the silence fall once again around me. 

Will my parents find me? Will they take me away from Seokmin again? No, they can't do it. I'm safe here, right? 

I'm not sinful. I just want to love and feel loved, to be myself, to be with the one I love. I'm not wrong thinking about things like that. I am not bad. 

Seokmin soon stands at the bedroom door, leaning on the door frame and his eyes are locked to me. I sit up and look back to him in the darkness. "What's my angel thinking?" he asks making me shiver. I wait as he comes in front of me leaning his ethereal face closer. He makes me feel pain, I haven't got any pleasure back in my uncle's house. 

My hand goes to Seokmin's cheek. "I'm thinking about myself. I'm not selfish, if I just want to be myself and want to be happy, right?" my voice is quiet. "I'm thinking about you. How your gentle touch makes me feel so good, that I feel important. I am important. At least for you".

He listens me eyes closed and then he leans lower to my crotch area. "Talk more baby.. Tell me more", he demands taking my pants off, then making red marks on my inner thighs carefully. 

I close my eyes. "I have the right to be myself and I have the right to feel. I love you, and I can't just stop doing that and it's totally okay", I can feel warm hands all around my, touching my butt to my hips, form my hips to my stomach. He hums happily, making open mouth kisses on my lower stomach. "Yes, keep thinking like that. Keep loving yourself and I keep loving you more and more", he takes my boxers too and starts licking my dick. My throat leaves a loud moan and my hands travels to Seokmin's hair. 

"Bu-but- you dont't love me if I don't love myself?" Seokmin takes me whole inside his mouth and the pleasure I get is unbelievable, it feels so good, so nice. He stops for a second. "Then I would still love you. No matter what you think about yourself I still love you and every part of you", I made an eye contact and smile for him, before he takes me again. I moan loudly, but I  don't mind, Seokmin's neighbours should hear how happy I am. 

// sorry you all... ive been busy and sad and all...