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Notice how I'm keeping you anonymous :)
It's only fair if I gave my perspective, huh?
Fine.
To tell you the truth, I like talking to you. You're actually a really fun person.
But all good things must come to an end.
When we first met, it was in your RP book. You we're still your laughing self happy self.
I admit, I instantly got attached to you because we're around the same age and we both love Persona.
I did notice you getting a little bit "selfish" a few months later, but I only assumed you were going through a rough time in your life and just wanted to escape.. A place to escape to.. I was the exact same way, that's why I request for my own roleplay.. I wanted to escape just like you..
And prayed one day.. You'll do it..
Didn't happen till two years later, but that's okay. I appreciate you going out of your comfort zone for me.. That took guts, and I.. Felt happy..? I don't know what it was but it was something close to "joy"
Back on track-
I remember a promise we had.. Do you remember? The promise to meet when we graduate college. That was your early mystic harmonic days, aka your early pinkamina days.. You.. Probably don't remember..
And the only reason I said "you forgot" was a "lie" is because I asked, every three days for the past two years..
Yeah okay, I admit I was a bit angry at the fact you kept holding it off, holding it off, holding it off. It made me feel like you only used me for roleplay and I did eventually stop asking for roleplay as often.
And about me telling you what happened, what happens during my day? Because a lot of the time, it might be stuff that happen to you, that you might witness and I want you to be prepared for it.
Like how I told you last year how a bunch of seniors put a freshman in a trashcan. You might witness that yourself and you could have one or two reactions.
And about your spam problem.. It's not like you don't spam.. You do it all the fucking time without realizing it, ya know.. Just saying..
And tell me.. Why did you stop caring? I've always cared about you.. I would ask you about you day sometimes.. Just wanting to here from you, what happened that day all you ever replied with was.
Fine
Okay
Shitty
So on so forth
Sometimes you would tell me you had clubs.. Just some years ago, I never really asked about those because I thought you wouldn't like to talk about it.
And about me cutting? Because I'm stressed, I'm weak minded, I'm suicidal okay? I was trying to stop for your sake and the people around me sakes because I know I have friends and people who care. But tonight? I went over the edge and I did cut. It hurts like a bit and I can barely walk. And you and I both know I can't go to my step dad, because of how he is. I already told my mom and she ain't did shit about it. So do you think I tried getting help? I tried and it didn't work..
And this friendship you call bullshit? I tried fixing it at our first incident.. When you blocked me for cutting the first time... I was hurt and I wanted to do more and worst.. But I didn't.. Do you know why? It was for the sake of our friendship.. I didn't touch a razor for a full week because I wanted you to trust me, and that's when you started ignoring me.. The november of the year you met.. A month or two after you forgot your password.. So do what you want, it's all up to you now. Will you do what you did to me and Kaylyn or will you change for the future people who wants to talk to you?
