Diary Of Your Neighborhood KINKLORD

I Don't Hate You

Tomorrow is the first day of my official orientation. It's gonna be 8 hours of doing shit I may or may not be comfortable with. I've made friends already which is good. 3/4 of them I had known for at least a couple years from birthday parties of mutual friends. I met two new people at BRIDGE orientation. Emma and Lordes. Lordes reminds me a lot of Zayuri from science class last year. She also likes Rex Orange County and actually knew the songs I mentioned. The BRIDGE kids (public, parochial and charter school kids)already got the new laptops. They also came with Terabyte hard drives and thank god for that. 

I biked almost ten miles a couple days ago so as one would expect, I was in a bit of pain. My grandma and I said "fuck it. let's do an ancestry test" yesterday so I biked to her house to do them this past afternoon. The spitting in the tubes part was funny. She wanted to do it in another room and I did it in the bathroom. Turns out it's not that easy to spit a lot in a tube. The kit came with a biohazard bag to put the s p e c i m e n. On my way home, I put the boxes in the mail bins. Then I watched even more SNL skits cuz I had been watching them for hours before going to my grandma's. After another hour, I turned my computer off and fell asleep for nearly two hours. I woke up thinking it was the next day and freaked until I checked my phone. ALSO: FUCKKKK FALL OUT BOY'S NEW EP IS SO FUCKING FIRE I FUCKING LOVE.

Lake Effect Kid ~ Fall Out Boy

 PS: I feel so bad. I didn't know how this would play out. But I was so fucking worried. So. Worried. I completely understand if you don't like me anymore. Please don't fake it. But nothing will keep me from liking you.