one day I'll read this to you

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by bitchyeilish

by bitchyeilish

dear, my love

I think about you sometimes, the idea of you. I don't know anything about you, how you look, your ambitions, not even if your the man I created in my mind to be.

I wonder how will meet, if it'll be through a mutual friend, at a bar my friends probably dragged me to or would we fall in love like Patrick Dempsey in "can't buy me love" I'm joking but I do love that movie, and I definitely will be making you watch it with me.

I wonder if we met before, are you that stupid guy I use to like in high school, or were you the cashier at my local coffee shop , that's the funny thing about love you could be my boy bestfriend, or someone whose currently reading this for all I know but that's the thing I won't know until that chapter comes in my life.

whoever you are, I hope what we soon to share will be amazing, I don't know if it'll be a year from now or five but whenever you come into my life I'm sure it'll be worth the wait.

I pray for you sometimes at night , that you'll be safe never in harm's way, and knowing no matter what I'll love you. I don't even know why I feel so strongly about you to pray when we haven't even met yet.

but I'm just that type of girl.

but since you don't know anything about me to know what type of girl I am, I guess I'll just have to paint you a picture.

I love to read, more so mystery books makes me feel like I'm a detective working a case.

my music taste is all over the place, I'm obsessed with billie eilish, I go to festivals listening to rex orange county play beautifully on his piano and gutiar but I'm in the car with my friends screaming sada baby , you probably don't know who that is unless you like hood rap just know I listen to everything really I mean besides country.

I love laughing and I love making people laugh.

I love art and the concept of creating it myself.

I love writing raps, stories, and even poetry. I guess I have a real love for it.

dancing makes me happy, even if it's to make people laugh by dancing silly but that's the gift of it all, making it mean something to someone.

I geniuely like knowing people ambitions and dreams, what gets them up at 8 am.

steak and shake is 24 hours favorite burger spot by the way, so just know I'll be waking you up at night just to take you out and talk about your dreams and ambitions, because I want to know everything about you.

I want you to learn all about me but in person until we get that chance you can read this over and over again.

love,

the girl you'll one day love