Born from Chaos ❇•❇ Kamigami no Asobi ff [SLOW UPDATES]

Introductions

Do you know what it ever feels to be loved? To be cared for? To be held like you were the only hope the world has?

Me.

I never did.

Throughout my whole life, I was raised by Chaos to cause discord to others. To bring trouble to them. To make them wage war and shed each others blood.

I never understood why she wanted me to bring chaos to such peaceful places. I never understood why she would always tell me how wonderful it is to see others flee. And I will most certainly never understand the pleasure of seeing others engage into the basking of blood.

You know.

I always wondered what it feels to have a father raise you.

I never met my father.

I don't even know if I have a father.

All response I received was nothing.

Nothing.

No nod. No hum. No shake of a head. No expression.

Nothing.

She said nothing. She did nothing.

A father.

What is a father?

How is it to have a father?

What's it like to have a father?

Are they caring?

Do they love you?

Do they take care of you?

What's a father for?

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All my life, I was raised by Chaos herself. Born with no father and raised to cause discord everywhere I am. I am the one who holds all the chaos. Everywhere I go and anyone I meet, all will avoid as if I were the plague itself. I sometimes wonder why? Why was I born this way? Why couldn't I be like the others? Why do I not have a father? Why is Chaos my mother? Who am I?