How God changed me

Part 1

I remember the pain. The crying at night. All the self worth I had for myself had went away. I felt dirty and unworthy. I have been told more then once that no one cared about me. And that a certain person hated me. The nights I cried I used my joy to hide my pain. Even my mom said that there were times were she didn't want me. But she apologized. Any ways. I never really had anyone there to tell me that I was loved. And really ment it. When I got baptized in 2016 I felt something change in me. Over the next few months when I was getting to know God I felt more at peace with my self then ever. Then I lost that cause of my doing. Then I gained it again. I would like to tell you guys What God has done for me.