In The End (Sequel to Savior)

1st Chapter "I'm Not A Hero"

It's been wonderful with my new family and with my boyfriend. Like always though through out my life, when things are good it turns bad.

I should probably introduce you to my new life.

I'm Bekah but I changed my name to Scar when I was adopted. I am 17yrs old now, a couple days after the adoption was my birthday. I dye my hair some what frequently, it's now purple and green. I have 6g ear lobes and snake bites. I'm talking my dad into letting me get a tattoo but not sure how that'll go. I'm only 5'4 and I weigh 130lbs, the weight disgusts the crap out of me. I have a boyfriend, CC, who is in a band called Black Veil Brides.

I got adopted by Justin Cordle from the band WeAsHuman. He has a wife named Kate and a daughter named Madison but we call her Maddie, they are my mom, dad, and little sister.

I would do anything to protect my little sister. If something harmful ever came in contact with her I would be there to not only protect her but also comfort. My dad and I are inseparable practically. Which not only show's how good of a bond we have towards each other but also how good of a father he is.

I have had to go to court several times. Three of the several times was for stupid shit that I had done in the past, like the drinking bit and ending up in jail. The others were for custody and abuse charges.

I hang out with a lot of bands which brings me into the famous circle. I am not letting the fame get to me, I'm being myself and I always will no matter what. It's tough hanging out with friends because I'll be seen in a mall or a movie theater. I don't like wearing disguises so I just go out in public the way I am. If a fan does see me I'll take a picture and give an autograph and they'll hand me a note.

The note thing started when I was getting recognized a lot. So I had put out within the social media and on all of my bios for a fan to give me a note if they see me in public and want to tell me something. I will go on GoogleLive and YouNow and meet fans through those. Sometimes I'll put out in the media that I'm going on Omegle and give my topics for them to talk to me through that. If there are fans that really touch me and need guidance I'll give them all the contact info I have besides my address and phone number.

It's awesome having Rach live with me, I feel more at home with her around. She wasn't adopted though due to her being a year older then me. We never fight and when one of us have plans we bring the other one with, this always happens, even Amanda is involved no matter what.

Amanda lives across the street from us, she has a family with Chris Motionless and Alana. We rarely ever text or video chat each other, we grew up on going outside and playing in the grass or chilling out in it. We also do everything together, Rach, Amanda, and I call ourselves the Partners In Crime. Which is what our band is called, except we are missing like 1-2 people to finish the band off.

My dad isn't that fond of CC but he puts up with it for me. CC adores my family no matter what they think of him because he's just happy that I am happy. CC will come over when he can or he'll have one of the guys pick me up so we can hang out after the studio. One of the guys are sent to get me due to the fact that he knows I like to sleep in. He goes in the studio during the morning when he has to record.

I do still self harm, a lot of people have been trying to help me quit. I've been trying to quit after the second week I was adopted due to the impact of my little sister. Maddie doesn't know and my parents, Rach, and I all agreed that that would be best for her for now. But I'm only hurting myself in two different ways: smoking and punching my legs. Rach had started punching her legs due to Amanda and I begging her to stop using blades. I saw how effective it was for her so I gave it shot. It's not working out that well for me but I'm getting through it.

Everyone knows I smoke, even Maddie, no one is really happy about it. I always tell everyone, "It's my body not yours I will handle it the way I want to. The only person who can tell me something that I need to change for my body are my doctors." They shut up after hearing that from me, especially when I was 13yrs old.

Maddie looks up to me like so many others and so I always try to be a good role model for them. Whenever I'm asked a question, I'm always honest with the answer. I know that I am a role model for people out in the world but it's difficult for me to accept it.

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