In The End (Sequel to Savior)

3rd Chapter "Hope"

Amanda's POV

Rach and I are waiting for Scar to come back in the room because we are going out. They are over at my house because we need time alone together for however long needed. Scar and I also want to try and help Rach an Ashley's relationship. While this is all happening Alana is over at Scar's having a slumber party with Maddie and Chris is touring.

So, all of our phones, computers, and laptops are locked in Scar's room in her locked house. The keys are also within the house which we aren't allowed in until we give the sign to her parents.

It's been like three days since we had the triple date night at the diner. Rach, Ash, and Scar have all been acting differently. CC, Rach, Justin and I want to help Scar out but, we're all unsure about her situation. Scar and I want to help Rach out as best as possible, even Ash. BVB is helping Ash as far as Rach knows, but it's actually Scar and me who have him; literally.

Last night we had some drinks but Scar and I didn't drink...we couldn't. So, Rach was all on her own bandwagon of alcohol. Scar had made the drinks for Rach and I made non-alcoholic drinks for me and her.

We wanted Rach drunk so he she could tell us anything we asked without having a little confrontation. She told us everything about how she felt her relationship was Ashley. She even got so emotional before she passed out and wrote a letter to Ashley:

"Dear Ashley,
You may have hurt me with what you said, but you merely injured me. I've only been broken once and that was when my childhood collie Ginger passed which you were there for. I love you and I truly love you unlike the past 3 boys who I "dated". You are the only guy that's ever actually been there for me. If you still want this relationship to work then get your act straight please. If you ever wanted a true relationship with me including sex then all you to do was take me down to the little white church. Of course you had to wait like 3years to propose to me but that's it."

Scar and I read it afterwards and we knew what we had to do after that. So, she was gonna take Rach out shooting in the backyard shooting range of there house. While I went downstairs to talk to Ashley.

***4 weeks later***

CC's POV

Well seems as Scar and Amanda's plan worked out for Rach and Ashley. The two love birds are back together and Ash plans to propose next month. Amanda is apparently due in like half a month. Chris is back home in two more weeks just in time to get everything ready for the hospital. Maddie and Alana are in school in the same class. BVB is hitting off nicely at music award things just like BMTH.

But I guess the real question now is: "How am I doing?" , "How is my relationship with Scar doing?" , and most importantly "How is Scar?" These are the questions I've been asking myself for the longest time ever.

I try to see her everyday, I surprise her, I send her things, I vid chat with her, I take her out to places. But, she doesn't seem the same as when we first met. She's not as happy anymore, it's like that side of her has been drained out. I wish I could do everything in my power to get her back on her feet. But I know I can't and I know I'm not going to give up on her. Because no matter what she is the love of my life and nothing can that not even this.

A/N: Ello people I know its been ever since like July I think since I've updated this story but I went to rehab place in September afterwards started school and got a boyfriend and now starting martial arts back up hopefully. Hopefully I'll have the desire to continue with this story and right now I feel like I can because it's a way for me to get out it's a way for me to let things off of my chest. This I guess you can say is a fantasy/diary for me....