I'm sorry I can't give you what you want. I'm sorry I can't love. I used to like you, well, at least that's what I thought. But things started to get more intimate between us two and I started to get more and more nervous.
So I decided to do what I always do: "Push everyone I love away". I'm afraid of attachments. I'm afraid I won't be free again in my life. I'm afraid that you'll break my heart.
I'm afraid to love.
I'm afraid of being loved.