Darlings (Dane Dehaan)

Chapter five - Fast

\\Authors note\\

I figured i would try to write a little from her perspective, and i Dont do that as much so i apologize i suck more than usual.

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Roselyns perspective:

I regretted this, i got attached to someone after a few weeks, as i had seen Bliss do exactly so, dragging home man after man. I was out of it, out of my mind.

I liked him, i liked it, i liked everything.

As i now were in his bed, unclothed, i felt emberrased. I felt emberrased for allowing this to happen, but regretting that i ended up in his bed, i did not.

I looked over at him who had looked so peaceful in his slumber now awake, looking at me.

"Good morning darling" he said huskily and it sent Chills down my spine.

I looked at him curiously as he looked back. My mouth shaped to a frown as he got more up in The bed, facing me.

I looked at him then and there, and he looked perfect as The light chopped through The curtain and angled itself over him.

"What's on your mind" he Asked as he noticed my expression, looking down at me. I hesitated my response but after inner struggle i decided to let The truth.

"This shouldnt have happend, not that i regret it but its wrong for it to happen so quickl-" i started as he pressed me closer to him and hushed me. He looked down at me and gave me a look of slight suprise as he moved me closer to him "Nothing is wrong if you Dont regret it, its nothing less complicated and this, i Dont regret it" he said softly.

As his words hit me, i realized that this was The actual truth he was telling me. After this realization i got closer as he embraced me in his arms. We started talking, Having our words filling up his empty walls with smalltalk.

"so, who did you leave behind when you moved here" i Asked him curiously.

"i left my family, friends and everyone behind Even my girlfriend at The time" he responded me in a more serious manner. I looked at him with with some sort of inner complicated expression as i struggled for a response to a much deeper answer than i expected, but for The matter what should i otherwise have expected.

"I Didnt really think it through, i wanted to be there for my other friends and i wanted to become a writer and my family or more correctly, my father and girlfriend Didnt want that at The time" he said as he moved his fingers across my jawline.

We Heard a Stern knock on The door as he got up from his bed and opened it. Their conversation was as close to nothing with light whispers to eachother. He closed his door and sat down at The chair on The other side of The room getting his clothes on.

"The whole livingroom is crowded, i Say we leave somewhere less crowded by social, creative alcoholics" he said as he got The last remaining of his clothes on. I gave him a quick nod as i started getting my clothes on.

fully dressed we moved down to The livingroom, heading for his car. We got in as he started The engine, driving Off.

"Where are we headed?" I Asked him, looking over to him in The drivers seat with his eyes on The road. He looked over at me, taking his eyes Off The road.

"where do you wanna go? We can go to your place or The library?" He Asked me, driving as he looked over at me with a soft expression, melting me.

"Library sounds good" i said looking at him. His lips Curved into a smile "library it is then".

Not too long later The engine stopped at The parkinglot outside The library.

He got out opening The door for me and i returned his favour with a smile.

We stumbled up at The hall and down to Old literature. I walked down The different shelves until i found one my eyes glued themselves to. John Followed after me.

\\Authors note\\

Sorry i havent been updating, i struggled alot on The female view and have had a minor Writers block, but its over now and i have alot of ideas for this story as sorry for short chapters as The book will be long and somehow bad in The start but it will Get better.