Darlings (Dane Dehaan)

Chapter three - High

I woke up by William sitting in my bed, i got up and sat next to him before i realized the Blunt between his fingers. I sat up next to him and he passed me the blunt. I looked over at him and inhaled deeply and long before i exhaled. He looked sad and almost empty as he looked at me.

"Whatever it is, i promise you that it will be okay" i said as i got up and put The remaining of my clothes on The floor on.

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I went down the hall until i saw Her waiting for me. She stood there leaning on the wall as i approached her "You're late" she said and as i walked after her into The classroom. We sat down and Mr Emherhold was lecturing giving us The assignment for this week that was something that was quite out of his usual behaviour "Chose your favourite part of a poem and it Shall be read outloud, for The rest of The class next coming monday" He said as he then gave us permission to talk and choose our poems.

i looked over at Roselyn who looked thoughtful as sighed and that caught her attention.

"Im choosing Howl" she said, wich came nothing by suprise from what i had learned she was fond of Allen Ginsbergs writings.

"I think its sort of pathetic though as its not that much to really grade us for on this assignment except for personal preference" i said, she seemed to really think about it for a moment before she answered with a shrug.

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I walked into The door at home as i saw most of my friends being spread out in different sections of The livingroom.

There were books all over The place, filling up The tables and Chairs and people took The floor as comforting Seat in replacement. I walked over to Peter in The kitchen

"what The fuck is going on"

"Its called writing i have Heard"

I looked at him confused, then i remembered his alcoholic drunk club that often took place here. As i dumped down on The kitchentiles next to him as he was drinking rum, his breath just as strong as The smell leaving The bottle. He handed it over to me as i grabbed a hold of it and took a few sips. As i returned The bottle he handed me a hit and i inhaled it deeply into my lunges.

Peter started talking about how William was threatened to be expelled for his behaviour, thats why he came into my room. Seeking comfort. But it was rather unfair to Peter being threatened to becoming expelled.

Then i Heard some noises coming from The door outside, repeated knocks taking place outside my front door.

I went to open it and there stood Roselyn, looking more tired than i had Ever seen her at my weeks of knowing her.

At this short time period, we had become attached, more than we should i realized i was The person she turned to in this state.

I walked her into my room as she laid down on my bed with me on The floor holding her hand.

"I had an argument with Bliss and now she wont listen to me and i do-" somewhere along those Lines i got lost in my own thoughts.

She is so annoying with that mouth opening and closing and how annoying she was as she was coming to me for help when i Didnt Sign up to be The person of help.

"Are you Even listening?" She Asked me as i rolled my eyes responding.

I got up letting go of her hand

"Get out and leave me alone" i said not really Understanding my harsh tone and use of words but i went along with it.

Her tears bursted out more than she Intended them to. She looked worriedly at me as she left out The door.

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It had now been a week since she stood on my doorstep. Not a single word, she did not text or call and not Even bothering to show up in class. I felt guilt growing inside as i couldnt help what i felt in that moment but i had no right to behave towards her The way i did, and i felt bad.

Even for this short period of time we had been aware of eachothers presence i had started needing her, and longing for her close to me.

It was saturday night and The alcoholic book club was taking place down in The livingroom. I walked down to see what they were doing at this moment and there i saw her, She was looking less like herself. I had been missing her face as i realized i was looking directly into her eyes as she saw me.

She got up from The floor as she walked over to me by The stairs.

She smelled like Roses and vodka as she approached me.

I broke The silence "it was stupid of me to react The way i did you came to me see-"

"I shouldnt have come here when i was it was too early i know it was" as she said this we made The way up The stairs and into my room.

We sat down at The floor as she looked at me.

"you have been drinking" i stated breaking The silence for The short period of time from last time.

"It sort of helped" she answered me with a frown plastered on her face.

I looked down at her as i moved closer to her. I got close and brought her face inches from mine. Not long after her lips met mine, soft as clouds with taste of vodka on her tounge and i loved it.