Oh, Yes, Yes. "Why?" Why Now? Why Update When I Clearly Don't Really Bother With Watty Anymore?
Because I Would Be 'Leaving' Without An Excuse. That'd Be Abandonment.
As You Know, My Activity Here Has Severely Decreased- 《You Can Thank Depression Episodes, What I Believe Is Gender Dysphoria, Most Likely Some Sort Of PTSD Start Up Of Episodes (Probably Due To Some Music I've Recently Listened To, Which I'm Trying To Avoid), And, Of Course, Highschool-》I Can't Really Say That One Day I Won't Just Leave. Stop Answering, Commenting, PMing, Just Leave. Leave You Wondering Why. Of Course, With My Mental Health, Probably Leave You Thinking "Well Fuck He/She Killed Him/Herself." Though That's A High Possibility, That Probably Wouldn't Come Till Afterwards.
Recently, You Guys Know, Over The Summer, My Mum's Ex Died, My Birds All Passed, My Mum Has Become.. I Don't Even Know. Not My Mother. Not The Bitch I Know. She's Worse. I Stopped Taking My Medicine, Since It Did Nothing To Help, And, Finally, Harmed Myself Somewhere Along The Way. Oooh. What An Exciting Summer, Eh?
Well, The Stress Of All That, Plus The Fact We're Moving In With My Grandparents For 4+ Weeks, Has REAAAALLY Started To Get To Me. So I've Kinda Just Given Up. In Case I Do Live, I Have To Focus On Grades. I HAVE To. I Need To Be Able To Go To College, Study Engineering, Mathematics, Etc Etc Etc. I Gotta Do That. I Can't Fuck This Up- I Need To Keep My Record As Clean As Possible. Hell, One Day Someone Who I Want To Hire Me Will Probably See This Account. I Can't Talk Shit About Companies, I Can't Talk Shit About Celebs, So Please, KEEP ME OUT OF THAT. Yeah, I Get That It's An Opinion, But People Can Be Sensitive And Get Butthurt. Resulting In Me Not Going To College, Or Getting A Job. Which Obviously I Will Need To Have In Order To Support Myself.
Anyway. Yeah.
THIS DOES NOT MEAN I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR YOU GUYS!
I LOVE YOU GUYS!
But My Activity Will Continue To Decrease, And May Eventually Stop. That Is Simply A Warning.
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