You're Mine Forever

Chapter 23 - Life Isn't Easy

Louis POV

Nothing has been the same after I started meeting up with Aishna. Nobody likes her and I finally found a reason why.

Flashback

Everyone had slept right after they arrived to the hotel. It was 1 in the night and I couldn't sleep. I swiped out my phone and opened twitter. I tweeted something and scrolled through Niall's.

' @louisismybae I don't know him anymore.' Who is that guy? I clicked into the conversation and saw the picture. The picture I dreaded had leaked into the internet. Tears started spilling out of eyes. That night I cried myself to sleep.

End of Flashback

I was hurt. Beyond hurt. I didn't like the fact that they didn't forgive me for my actions. I'm not perfect. Just because I am Louis Tomlinson OF One Direction, it doesn't mean I can't make mistakes. Yes, I should try not to make stupid mistakes but when things aren't in my control I can't help it. Victoria doesn't love me the way I do but she is pissed that I'm with another girl. I haven't talked to her since the day we reached Bradford. She's my best friend and we are slowly drifting apart. Would it be best if we stayed as friends. Will it better if I get over her?

Should I move on? Will things probably heal if I fall for Aishna. Or will it make things worse? Don't I have feelings? Am I not human? Am I supposed to be emotionless? Should I not care about people talking bull about me?

I know I am pitying myself for a wrong purpose but I have nobody only side. Not even Harry. Nobody knows who I am now. They think I'm a different person. I different person in the wrong way. I should be that Louis who cracks jokes. But that Louis is long gone. He disappeared when Niall and Victoria started dating. Or should I say we're fake dating. I knew that they were gonna fall but I never knew that Niall loved her the way I love her.

Aishna. What should I say about her? She is beautiful, cute, adorable and modest. She dressed like a slut before but never acted like one. She was fragile and what scares me the most is that her living with the lads was going to scare her more. It was going to break her.

But on the other hand I broke Victoria a numerous of times. This is not right. The girl I love is being hurt because I am being rude. I'm being a jerk. I'm being a total heartless lad.

'Louis'

'Yeah, Aish?'

'We have to go to rehearsals now. I will be staying in the bus along with Victoria.'

'Is that alright? ' I asked concerned. It's not that I don't trust Victoria, but the fact that the picture gave her the wrong impression about Aishna. But then wait, she is the opening act she has to tag along.

'Yeah, I think I can handles it. Of course not physically but verbally. But I will stay I my bunk as much as possible.'

'Give me a ring every hour.'

'Louis! Your only gone for 3 hours.'

'Fine! But Victoria will be tagging along because she is the opening act. I totally forgot. Haha. Uh. They are gonna act all lovey dovey.' I said making faces. Aish laughed.

'Okay, now leave them. I will stay here with the driver and do something on your laptop if that is fine with you.'

'Sure' and something stroke me. Password. Her next questions the password. Shit.

'Umm, Louis. Does your laptop have a password?'

'Yeah' I said elongating the word.

'May I know it or are you going to turn it on for me?' She asked amused.

'I will turn it on. Haha. Nothing private. It will be easier if I open it for you. Then you won't have to remember the password. Haha' I rambled. She gave me a weird look.

'Okay then.' She replied.

I brought the laptop and typed the password.'Victoria'. Yeah, I know. It's creepy but I love her you get me? No. Okay.

'There you go.' And I passed her the laptop.

'Thank you!'

'Okay! Bye!'

'Bye!' I headed to the car and saw Liam waiting for someone.

'Who are you waiting for Li?' He looked at me and said,

'Niall and Victoria.'

'Am I with Harry and Zayn?' I asked.

'Yeah' What's with the short answers?

'Okay then I will be off.' I said and walked away.

I walked towards the range rover parked on the otherside of the tour bus.

I jumped into the car and Harry mumbled a 'You're late'. I ignored him and we set off.

*30 minutes later*

We reached after 30 minutes to the stadium for a rehearsal. It was a very awkward car ride. Zayn and Harry, both had earphones on their ears. Through the mirror I saw both of the texting. I assumed that they were texting each other.

We walked down the hall way and met with Liam and the love birds. Yeah, Nictoria aka Niall and Victoria.

'You're gonna do great love!' Niall whispered loud enough for me to hear. I mentally gagged. Victoria gave him a quick peck. Again, I mentally gagged.

'Thanks.'

She walked away with her hips swaving. Niall had his eyes stuck on her arse. I mean who can't. She's wearing skinny tight jeans. But still Niall is being an asshole.

She started singing. I realised the song. 'Always Together' by little mix. Zayn was hype. After all it was his girlfriend's band. My heart started to ache. She looked at both me and Niall through out the song. I felt guilty so I walked away to the bathroom. I decided to call Aishna.

'Hello'

'Hey aish'

'Oh, hey Louis!'

'What's up?'

'Nothing. I'm just on twitter and I think the world found out about me coming on tour with you. Oh and did you see the picture along with Niall's comment?'

'Sure did.'

'LOUIS GET BACK HERE THIS INSTANT!' I heard Zayn yell.

'Love, I have to go. Bye!' I told her.

'Okay! See ya!' And I hung up.

I ran back to the stadium to face the anger and glares of everyone.