free hugs | verkwan √

iv

there. that's the house where he lives in. seungkwan's heart was thumping so hard he was sure it would fly out any time now.

hao grabbed seungkwan's hand and squeezed it, as to say "you'll be fine, don't worry". mingyu nodded from behind him.

seungkwan inhaled deeply and pressed the doorbell. he heard footsteps come up to the door and a girl peeked out.

seungkwan almost died. he thought it was his girlfriend, but when the girl opened the door a bit more, he saw the likeness and realised it was cute boy's sister.

"uh is your brother in?"

"i think? why, are you a friend of his?"

seungkwan nodded and the girl let him in. she looked exactly like him, and so of course she was very pretty. "hansol!" she hollered and the cute boy, hansol replied with a "yesss!"

"okay he's in. should i get him or do you want to go yourself?" she asked looking at seungkwan kindly.

seungkwan shifted from foot to foot and figured it would be easier to talk to him if his sister wasn't listening. "i'll go. thank you!" he said.

"upstairs, second door to your left" she said, waving her hand before pattering towards a room at the back.

somehow he made it upstairs, he had no idea how. he was so nervous, he couldn't take a step forward for at least a minute.

now he was infront of hansol's room, the feeling came back to him. i can do this, he assured himself and with trembling hands, he opened the door.

to his surprise, the room was dark. there wasn't much to the eye, or at least seungkwan couuwu 't see much.

however what he could see was a bed with messy covers, lit by the light of a tv. a boy was sitting on the bed to a side, wearing an oversized hoodie. seungkwan thought it was grey. but then again it was dark, so it might have been blue.

oh wow. normally seungkwan would've found hansol to be really cute, whereas the atmosphere in the room made hansol look really really hot.

seungkwan felt sweat drip down his spine. hansol hadn't noticed him yet. as seungkwan looked closer, he realised hansol was almost on the verge of tears. curiously seungkwan tilted his head towards the tv. the drama hansol was watching was a very melodramatic one.

almost instinctively, seungkwan slowly waddled over and wrapped his arms around the boy from a side, hugging him.

hansol didn't react, so seungkwan held his head on put it on his shoulder, all the time stroking hansol gently.

they stayed like this till the drama ended. seungkwan got very stiff, but he didn't dare stir not wanting to disturb hansol.

hansol clicked the tv off with the remote, and room darkened immediately. the only source of light was faint from the white curtains in a corner. hansol grabbed seungkwan's hand and pulled it, so seungkwan fell on his lap.

seungkwan was a blushing mess. he was glad the room was dark so his crush couldn't see it. hansol smiled at seungkwan, and his heartbeat got faster. he wished he could melt.

"seungkwan right?"

the chubby boy nodded. then he realised that nodding was dumb because it was dark. he mumbled a yes.

"were you worried about me?" hansol asked, and seungkwan could almost see him smirk.

he was going to protest, but decided against it remembering what hao and gyu had said.

"of course!" he said pouting.

hansol smiled again and squeezed seungkwan's hand.

"it's no big deal. i just found this drama and got addicted. y-- you know, like how you fell for me"

seungkwan was at a loss for words. "i li-- love you", seungkwan said softly, staring at the comforter. he wasn't sure what to expect.

"i know." seungkwan froze. was he this painfully obvious? if so why didn't mingyu or hao tell him? oh they were so dead.

hansol replied after a few seconds; "i love you too, chubs"

seungkwan took a moment to process it. hansol... his first crush... actually loved .. him? seungkwan, out of all people? this feeling which was bubbling inside him was completely alien to him, it felt so bizarre, so unreal, even if it were a dream, seungkwan hoped he wouldn't wake up from it. ever.

"b-by the way you haven't paid me for the hug just now"

"but i don't have any money! can't you just let this one go?" hansol pouted.

seungkwan chuckled and crossed his hands over his chest. "nope"

"by any chance can i just pay you with something else?" hansol asked in a weird tone.

"hm, okay, but depends on what it is"

"how about this", he said before cupping seungkwan's face in his hands and kissing him.

seungkwan was completely caught by surprise. his eyes were wide open but he closed them as soon as he realised they were actually making out and started to kiss back. seungkwan's hands were at the back of hansol's neck and as their kiss deepened, gradually made their way on his hips.

when they finally broke apart, gasping for breath, they were on the bed, hot, messy hair and all. their legs were entangled together, and they lay like that for a few minutes.

stroking the other's hair, hansol said, "was that enough of a payment, bubs?"

seungkwan looked at the him with a look that clear said yes. he had a sudden idea out of nowhere. "yeah, but hansol how are you gonna pay for the first hug?"

"i thought you said it was free!"

"not anymore, but i think i know how you can"

"and how's that?"

"if you were to become my boyfriend"

hansol smiled. "happily, bub. i was just about to say the same thing to you", he said before leaning in and kissing seungkwan again.

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that's the end! if i feel like it i might write an epilogue uwu should i should i

kdjdjd this is the first book i've actually started & finished ahahaha plus i wrote this is two days so :'')

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