Mad as a Hatter {Madpat/AntimatterxNatemare}

Remember Me Please

Also im really tired of correcting spelling bc i suck. so like if u see stuff incorrectly speled just comment on it and ill fix it. i rlly just wanna post/

{Matthew}

I smiled as i walked down the hall. and it wasn't one of those friendly smiles. 

It looked like Nates smile.

Psychotic

I walked down the hall. suddently not caring if people stared. 

i eventually walked to my class and sat down. i grabbed my notepad. relaxing my face. and started jotting a few things down.

Nobody sat besde me but people sat infrount of me. And one seat away to my left and right. leaving a desk on either side of me. 

i didnt care much.

i kept jotting ideas and such. doodling photos. 

I wasent paying attention. 

I looked at my drawing clearly.

I had drawn him. I had drawn mad. 

{ik thats Madcry nick but i hate always typing Madpat, and idk cry like at all so SUCK IT! dont rlly. hes probably rlly nice :} )

I quickly looked up and saw something i hadent noticed before. the person to my right was looking at what i was drawing. he looked at me somewhat scared. i Smiled at him.. That same Damn smile. he then looked back to his desk fastly.

i ripped the paper out and wiped the smile off my face.

What was i doing??

̶I̶ ̶D̶I̶D̶N̶T̶ ̶w̶a̶n̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶s̶e̶ ̶p̶e̶o̶p̶l̶e̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶b̶e̶ ̶s̶c̶a̶r̶e̶d̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶m̶e̶

I̶̡̧̙͎̭͉̙̭̪̙͇̠̤̍͊̆͐̍̀͂̾̒̄̓͌̓̈͝ ̷̝͍̹͖̀̑̆̎̀͠W̸̟͚͌̽̋̅̚͝A̷͎͋͋͛͊̈̇̿̄͘͝͝N̵̨̢̲̠̖̹̄T̷̠͓̑ͅE̴̝͕̊̔̄̃̍͝D̶̢̤̼̺̗̫̠̼̫͕͇̟̫̋͊̓͐̔͘͜͠͝ ̷̡̢̢͓̱͖̠̖̟͕̥̗͋͊͌̓̃̉̔̓͒Í̷̡̡̺̼͎T̷̨̟̪̫̱̯̘̠̰͉̈́

i shoved my ntoepad into my bag and tired to clear my mind.

What... What?

why is my notepad gone. What happened. 

it felt like soeoen reached into my skull and ripped out my memory of the past ten seconds becasue there felt like a HUGE gap.

I just sighed and payed attenton to the lesson.

But i was completly lost.

"And dont forget guys you have to have this finished by monday of next week. partner or not. no exception! ok you may be dimissed"

i had never rushed out so fast.

instead of going to my next class i rushed into the bathroom. i walked into the bathroom and walked to the sinks. throwing my bag to the ground. turning on the tap and pouring water in my hands. splashing my face. i looked at myself in the mirror.

Water dripped from my face. i used a paper towel and wiped it off. 

Madpat has always been apart of me. Always have and as far as i know always will be. 

But he normally only comes in small fits. trying to take control.

Not this time.  ̶H̶e̶'̶s̶  I'M really trying