Veronica's P.O.V
What have I gotten myself into?
I run to the elavator, feeling my frozen blood pumping through my brain.
My eyes were puffy, my throat scratched like if someone shoved hot metal down it.
I ran to my apartment and went to my room.
Before I did anything I questioned myself.
Why does he make me like this?
No one has ever given me anxiety before,
And my eyes turned red before his own eyes.
Oh fuck.
He's going to be here tommorow at midnight.
I feel it's because his smell.
His identifying smell.
It kills me.
I hate being like this.
I jump on the couch not caring if I fall asleep in these clothes. I can't believe I did that.
I'm scared of him,
But for what I know.
He's just as scared as me.
I couldn't sleep so I grab some black shorts and a black hoodie with fishnets and black DocMartens.
I slowly walk out of my apartment, trying not to wake the sweet souls I've known for so long.
I start walking around the block and I end up near that park where I met Brennen as well as Colby again.
His cheeky smile.
His hair.
His dramatically beautiful blue eyes.
His lips.
Okay I know I'm creepy but hell.
I feel like me and him know each other on a personal level.
I don't know how he's going to react when I tell him I'm a vampire.
I think he'll hate me.
As I'm walking I hear someone scream.
"HEY STRANGER!"
It was Colby.
I was mid panic attack and started breathing heavily when he called for me.
He'll find out sooner or later,
He's going to find a way to murder you.
Go ahead and do it yourself.
NO.
My anxiety gets the best of me and I become dizzy and I rest agaisnt myself against the building.
I hear footsteps coming down.
I couldn't calm down.
Suddenly I felt a jolt and it was Colby turning me to face him.
"Ronnie, are you okay?"
He asked sounding concerned.
I broke. I broke down in two.
"N-n-no. I-i-i- can'-"
"Shhh."
He pulled me into a hug.
I got butterflies.
I don't even know this dude.
But he calmed me.
I was still not breathing any better so he set me down and grabbed me by my hands.
"Okay, I want you to look in my eyes and focus on nothing but my eyes."
I did as he said and he continued
"Now, breathe."
He deeply inhaled as I tried and it started to calm me down.
After 30 minutes of Colby calming me down,
I could explain myself.
"Well. Might as well get it over with..."
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CLIFFHANGER I KNOW SISTERS BUT THIS BOOK WILL GET BETTER IM OUT OF TOWN SO IM ON A PATCHY SCHEDULE.
LOVE YOU SISTERS XOX
-RAE🥀
