Gerard was crying in an empty grave yard "guess I'll be joining you soon guys he mumbled under tears " he sobbed and sobbed that's all he could do he just wanted to live for a bit longer a year maybe but no he had a month or two left how fun .
Frank was going to visit his dad like he did every weekend but he could see Gerard's black long hair he couldn't just ignore it this was his friend he walked over to comfort gee just as Gerard did about a week ago . They just sat in silence for a while until Gerard spoke " there's something I need to tell you before this becomes anything other than acquaintances I have cancer and one to two months to live " frank barely had anything to say
" Oh I i don't know what to say you're so amazing shit like this shouldn't happen to you you're perfect I just don't know what to do . "
" I get that it's fine if you leave I'll just be alone as usual "
" hay I feel for you but when did you believe you were alone "
" I've always been alone frank . I'm petrified of who I am and who I have become I've always hid from everyone denying I needed help" Gerard cupped his own face to hide his tears
" I just want to die frank I just what it to be over already " Gerard cupped his face and began to sob
"Gerard pleas remove you're hands from over you'r eyes for me I know you want to leave but pleas don't take you're own life for me ?"
"Why not I'm just wasting oxygen "
Slap! Pain shot through Gerard's cheek .
"Gerard way how fucking dare you , you are amazing never forget that it's not you're fault you have cancer"
"Yes it is I smoke a pack of cigarettes every day it's obviously the cause of my cancer ."
Frank just stared in shock .
