his last words (tomtord)

insanity

TRIGGER WARNING!!!!!

No pov

No body loves you
Your existence doesn't matter
Did you really think he loved you?
Your useless

Just kill yourself...

              These thoughts ran through tords mind. "AAAAUGH!!!" Tord screamed clutching his head. "Stop it... Stop it... STOP IT!" He desperately cried.

             He covered his ears with his pillow."W-why me?" He asked himself. Luckily no one else was in the house with him.

Toms pov

                  I heard screaming from next door. My stomach churned knowing it was Tord. "I hope you can forgive me..." I said. The screaming continued.

               So i reached through my window and knocked on his. "T-tord?" The screaming stopped, leaving it dead silent.

               He was ignoring me. "Its not like i wouldn't ignore me either..." I whispered to myself closing my window.

                I miss him so much i sobbed. What have i done?

Tords pov

                     Can't take the PAIN, the heartbreak, the... Hole inside my heart. Im going to do it. And no one can stop me.

                     I go through my desk and grab a piece of paper. I started writing. Tears staining the paper.

                     When i finnish writing. I grab something from under my bed... A noose... I pull a chair under it and place the note there. God...

Im really doing this...

Toms pov

                  You know what? Screw this! Im going to tord right now to apologize! I run to his house with a smile on my face. I opened the door to his house and slowly walked in.

                    I walked up the stairs to his room and placed my hand on the doorknob. I let out a deep breath abd walked inside his room.

"T-tord?"