his last words (tomtord)

goodbye

So this whole chapter is going to be a song. It is in past and present tense

Just an average guy,
He always wore a smile,
He was cheerful
and happy for a short while
Now he's older,
Things are getting colder
Life's not what he thought,
He wished some one had told him
He told them he was down,
They let it slip bye
So from then on he kept it on the inside,
Told himself he was alright
But he was telling white lies
Cant you tell?
Look at his dull eyes
Tried to stop himself from crying almost every night,
But he knew there was no chance of fellin alright,
School passed bye
All he wore was long sleeves,
Cause those cuts on his wrist were bleedin through you see,
he knew he was depressed,
Didnt want to admit it
Didnt think he fit in everyone seemed to miss it,
Carried on
Like a soldier with a battle wound,
Bleeding out from every cut his body consumed,
He had no friends at school,
All alone he sat
And if someone were to notice
He would blame a cat,
But those cuts on his wrist
They where no mistake,
But no one cared enough to save him from this self hate,
Things where going down
Never really up
But here he is now stuck in this stupid rut
He knew exactly what he had to do next
Stand on the chair
And tie the rope around his neck
He wrote a letter
with his hands shaking wild
"Look at me now, are you proud of your precious child?"
But he knew that his parents werent the ones to blame,
It was the world
that should bow down its head in shame
He stood up on the chair and looked out at the moon,
Just dont think,
It'll all be over soon
The chair fell down as he took his final breath,
Its all gone,
All over,
Now he's greeting death,
Tom walks in, he falls down to the floor,
Now nothing can take back what he just saw,
The little boy that he loved was just hanging there,
His body pale,
And his face is just violently bare
He sees the note and unfolds it with care,
All he does is stare,
"How can this be fair?"
Starts reading as the tears roll down his face,
"Im sorry tom but this world is just not my place,
Ive tried for so long to fix this and fit in,
But I've come to realize
This worlds full of sin,
There's nothing for me here,
Im just a waste of space,
There's no reason to stay here with this awful race,
Its a disgrace,
I was misplaced,
Born in the wrong time,
And in the wrong place,
Its okay though,
Cause you'll see me soon,
You'll know when your time has come,
Just look at the moon,
As it shines bright,
throughout the night,
Just remember everyone's facing their own fight,
And yes i lost my fight,
Cause im really not a fighter you'll make it through the night just hug your pillow tighter,
Your the best friend,
That i ever had
Such a shame
I had to make you so very sad
Just remember you ment everything to me
And to my heart your the only one that held the key
Well its time to go
Im running out of space to write,
And yes i lost my fight,
But please just hold on tight
Im watching over you
From the clouds above
And sending down the purist and whitest dove,
To watch over you
And be my helpful eye
So this is it world

Goodbye."