incomprehensible (original)

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The rust overtaking the gears in my mind, the trust I've lent just too many times, and the stardust that sprinkles all over this place..

It's left me in this daze for days on end, I wish it would end. I just want a friend.

Someone to laugh with and to hold all my thoughts, to not let them spill or all tumble off;

Off of these walls I've tried so desperately to climb, the walls that have built themselves around my mind.

A sign printed "caution: no entry allowed" scares people away, I can't even see for myself what they've done inside.

Behind barriers that go for miles and miles, higher than the sky, and are impossible to dig through.

Overwhelming my thoughts and kneading them to mush, scrambling together all the rats in their cages.

Scraping the walls of my brain so badly the filter that tells me how I feel is damaged beyond repair.

Tiny voices whisper to me what goes on behind the doors, but I never can see for myself the mess they've caused.

Constantly wondering and worrying about what goes on inside; pride locked away with happiness, locked away with my potential and understanding.

Self destruction is all I know.

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