Love me again

Chapter THIRTEEN

"I'm really sorry" Mr.oberoi was hugging me tight while apologizing for his mistakes
"You know that day after the accident of Priyanka and after the doctor said she was poisoned I was very angry at you because you were the first person come to my mind yes it was because of the soup but one of my bodyguards just called me and told me that they just found out that it was
The new maid we have she came with us that day and she admitted that she was the was the one who put poison in the soup and I remembered how bad I treated you because of something you didn't even did i am so sorry"he said looking to my eyes I could see the guilt in his eyes he felt bad for what he did he really meant it
"Because of me Your head your hand your arm,cheeks,legs are all hurt"he said
"I don't really know how you are so confident that I'll forgive you but anyways past is past,so it's okay I forgive you"i said not looking at him knowing that maybe he's just acting somehow
Really I don't know how he thinks that I'll forgive him this easy but he was talking to me actually for the very first time so I just forgot about the past
He touched my hands wound
Slowly with the tips of his fingers and suddenly I remembered the photos and calls from tia and how the photo showed the kisses the fucking massages
I can't forget those I just can't he squeezed my hand
"Did i hurt your hands too much?"He asked
Really now he is acting like he is feeling guilty a moment ago I almost believed him that he was apologizing but no those fucking photos keep showing up in my mind again and again and because of that I can't forgive him
"No Mr.oberoi the pain isn't in my hands"I said looking at him putting my hand on my chest right where the heart is "The real pain was here,is here,and will always remain here"i said pointing to my heart and a tear fall from the corner of my eyes his eyes went wide at first but slowly he looked at the floor got on his knees "I'm so sorry"he said again I don't know if he means it so I took a step backward
I couldn't stand there anymore,I turned around leaving him on the floor then before I go upstairs i remembered how many times i end up being on that cold floor I turned back and looked at him he still was kneeling down on the floor "That cold floor how many times you made me end up at this cold floor do you have any clue?"i said while tears were falling down my cheeks
I sighed
"This time you'll have a taste yourself"I said then I run upstairs to the bathroom I locked the door and sitting on the cold floor I started crying again
Why do I even care?
It's not like he was mine or anything
What if he have a girlfriend
I don't like him anyways
But why
If the misunderstanding was the only problem I could forgive him but no that's not the problem
That bitch tia is the problem
When I remember those photos
My heart feels like breaking
I can't even get to stand right
I feel weak in my knees
I feel like I wanna push tia away from him with all my might
I can't feel all these feelings
No I can't either understand why I am feeling bad and what this feeling is

But in the end Whatever it is I have to push them away I have to ignore Mr.oberoi
At least I will try to
And I'm very sure about one thing
That whatever happens Mr.asshole
I hate you
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I was in the bedroom
I laid down on the bed
I felt tired like really tired
I slowly shut my eyes and slept

Shivaay's P.O.V

I can't believe this
I am kneeling here
Apologizing and the worst part is she didn't forgive me
I mean it's just new I never got rejected
I am the one who people apologize to
I am always ordering,request is never my thing
But when khanna told me the truth about Priyankas accident I just wanted to apologize to anika I don't know why but I really felt guilty like really really guilty because I hurt her and worse is because something she never did i made her sleep two nights outside the house at that cold floor
I barley see her I barely know her but i remember when she first came to this house she looked like an angel
And now her face is all wounds
'Do you have any clue?How many times you made me end up at this cold floor'
'This time you'll have a taste by yourself' her words kept repeating in my mind
Dammit
I feel like i am a monster
I know she said she forgave but i am not blind i can see very well by her behavior she didn't forgive me yet
But no matter what happens
I'll keep try to make it up for her
I'll always ask for her apologies
If you're stubborn
I am double stubborn
Watch and you'll see Mrs oberoi

A/N
Play the song while reading
it will make it more enjoyable. 🧚‍♂️