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I was Sitting on dakshs bed listening and grinning widely to daksh after this morning he said he'll stay for a few days
Flash back to morning
"Can I stay here for a few days?"daksh asked looking at me and mr.oberoi
When Mr.aashole was about to say no i cut him off and started dragging daksh upstairs to his room while replying to daksh "Yessss sureee"i said
Smirking "yess yesss sure make yourself home"i said Because something inside my mind told me 'Mr.asshole is jealous' i am not sure but still i can just try to figure out by letting daksh stay plus I won't be alone home anymore
Yassssssssssssssss
Then me and daksh started talking till nine at the night
We Eat and watched tv
And nearly we did everything fun at the first day
End of flashback
"Anika"
"Anikaaa"
Daksh started waving at me
Because I was zoned out
"So do you have any advice?"daksh asked nervously
Shittt I don't even know what he is talking about I was to busy with my thoughts
Now what I answer
"Ahemm"I started
"Well you know you... you can.. you ...know"
I couldn't find anything to say because duhhh I really didn't listen
"It's okay you're tired go to sleep"he said getting up from the bed
Oh no I embarrassed him
I grabbed his hand making him sit right back
"Sorry,i was Just thinking about something"I said
Looking like a tomato out of shame
He looked like he was saying something that really made him nervous
And all i did was thinking of Mr.ass
That man
I don't even know why am I thinking of him
"It's okay"daksh said smiling
"But what were you thinking about?"daksh asked raising an eyebrow
"Nothing important"i said
I can't tell him i was thinking about Mr.oberoi then he'll start making fairy tales about me and him being in love and all
Andddddd
I really don't want that
"Can you repeat what were you saying before?"I changed the subject
He only nodded and his face now is back to the nervous and worried sad look
I wonder what's with him suddenly changing his mood
This not the usual daksh I know he's always the fun one
"It's about .." he started
"It's just that I've known this girl for three months now, her name is ragini
She's funny and smart abd beauti.. actually very beautif.. no no she's really very very very very beautif..."he said shaking his head
"Hey,i understand she's an angel"I said with a chuckle trying to calm him down
"No you don't"He said and I nearly jumped back on the bed by his nervous actions instead of calming he got more nervous he stand up walking around the room out of nervous
What
The
Hell
Is
Happening to
This
Idiot"What the heck daksh"I said Raising eyebrows
"What's all this nervousness"I said
He sigh heavily
"I'm sorry anika"
"But you know I really feel nervous and weak when I'm talking or thinking about ragini or even when I'm near her i get out of words out of breath
I feel nervous
I don't know what's it but I want you to advice me,please anika your always the emotional and the advice full girl out of the family please now help me I want to get rid of this stupid weak feelings"
He ends talking with that
I sigh getting up towards him
I stop by him looking at his eyes they are all nervousness all like begging me to say something that is opposite of what he is trying to do which is hiding the feelings i smile
It's so stupid how i was always the emotional and the Believer of love out of my family
And I ended up getting married to a person I didn't even saw before I didn't even grabbed his hand
Not even once i feel like Mr.oberoi is a little better than before but I never believe that we'll ever have feelings towards each other
But why why when I say that never something will happen between us
A loud voice behind my head
Is telling me
"Not right,because things are changing,if not. .then why you feel like killing tia for being with Shivaay"
I put a hand on his shoulder
Smiling
"You should never get rid of this beautiful feeling,this is what love is daksh
And trust me not everyone is lucky to fall in love and taste that feelings"I say
I saw a flash of happiness run through his eyes
He then smiled
"I .. i never knew it was love but right you are right"he said
I chuckled
"Yes idiot,you are in love"
"And one more thing,know
That our love
Is our weakness"
I say but I don't know why somehow with each words I say about love
I think of Shivaay
is he my weakness?
No he can't be because
If he is then i am in love with him
What
Nonsense
Not going to happen
I say shaking my head I started walking out not even bothering to say anything to daksh like he is not even there
"Hey ani,Thank you so so much"he said
I turned around
"What can i say except you're welcome,Hey it's okay it's okay you're welcome"I started singing moanas song
While heading towards my bedroom
"Good night daksh"i half shout back
I heard him laughing a little
"Sweet dreams,my sweetie"daksh shout back I chuckled
And opened the doors to cmy bedroom
After a shower i got back to bed
I saw Mr.oberoi was already laying there on the bed he looked like he's a sleep already so just got to the other side of the bed and laid beside him our backs facing each other
I slowly closed my eyes trying to sleep
"Anika"
My eyes widened i jumped on the bed and fell on the ground my butt hit the floor hard
I looked around the room
Who was that
Who's voice was that
Is it a ghost
Oh no
Please god I'm so scared
"Ani,are you sleeping?"
I heard the voice again
My eyes widened this ghost knows me
"I'm .. i.. I'm.. not scared you stupid ghost"i replied the ghost
Lifting up my chin trying to look like I'm not scared
There was no reply for a silent moment
And then a thunder came to the room and i run and jumped right behind Shivaay wrapping my hands around his waist from the back
I closed my eyes tightly
And tightened my grip on him
And started begging
"Please please please Shivaay wake up,or to tell you don't wake up because you'll laugh at me,oh no please wake up please please please please i am so scared of thunder,I don't know why it is even raining but i can here it outside,I love rain but thunder is scaring the shit out of me please Shivaay wake up,what kind of husband you are if you can't be with me in my fears,screw You"I whispered and tried to go away from him but I felt him shift on the bed quickly and grab my hand turning me around to him i was so close to him
What the heck why is this happening to me
He was awake and I said all that
I'm dead
Now
Rest In Peace Anika
"Chill"he said still holding my hand
"You.. were awake?""how much did you hear?"I asked him hoping he'd say nothing
"Well i heard until you insulted your husband and said 'screw you' also there's no ghosts here"he said
I closed my eyes hoping that it all be a dream but as the unlucky i am it's reality i feel my cheeks hit up
Wait did he just say there isn't a ghost
Doesn't he believe me
But who was it calling me
It sure was a ghost
"Then who was it?"i ask raising my eyebrows
"It was .. it was me"he answered quickly
"It was YOU?"I repeat confused why would he ask if i was asleep
What did he want
"And?"
"And?"he repeat in a question tone
"What did you want?"I asked
"It was well.... It was .. forget it"He said
"No tell me or else It won't leave my mind"i said
"It was well I don't talk too much to you and I don't know much about you but i as myself I have a family that's right but i never lived with them and it was because of my dad he was in Paris until I grew up
I always leaved alone without my mom without my family without my two brothers which I love most,i just lost my feelings at those times because i had no one to share my feelings with to talk to,which is also the reason why I love my family so much and i a.. i .. I am sorry"he sigh heavily
"I'm sorry i think you feel all lonely here when I'm leaving but I don't know i also feel lonely that feeling never left me" "never" he ended talking
I was just shocked but then slowly I realized everything and i felt kind of bad for him that he was all lonely by himself who would've thought this big confidence boy would ever felt lonely
Right now i feel like just hug him and say I'm with you Shivaay i am
But instead I just cupped his cheek with my right hand
And smiled
"I'm lonelier than you"i said wanting to be honest
"Why?"he said looking like a baby angel
"Because you have me,but who i have?"i asked with a smile and he smiled back at me for long moment we stayed like that looking at each other
"Me" "YOU HAVE ME,ANIKA" he said
With a serious fave i never saw before
I am just shocked and speechless
Does he mean it?A/N: Okayyy,firstly: hiiiii beautiful shivika lovers,second: the photo above means it's anikas P.O.V
Thirdly: moanas song is this (for those who didn't know)
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Fifth: guys Tum bahot ache ho i like you *Giggle*Remember please please
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