Breaking Vows

Short Stoy

The below video is from some talent show it seems! No copy right infringement! The song belongs to who it belongs and this video belong to whom it belong but this I accidentally stumbled upon fits the feel of this story exactly to the T! Listen to it for extra feels! And all other images I used in this book none of them belong to me! Not even one! It belongs to who it belongs! 

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I always wonder where it went wrong these days. Is my love for him not strong enough? Was I not enough for him? Or maybe I am not attractive? Why? Why did this all happen? I am questioning myself this over and over again but am still unable to find the answer for the past year. I tried! I tried everything! I fought with all my might! I fought to keep him by my side but still....I failed. Where? Where did it all go wrong?

I still remember it all, like it all happened just yesterday! We met in high school and though we butted heads initially we developed a good friendship gradually which turned into feelings. I still remember the day he asked me out. He was not his usual self but a nervous wreck, the first time I ever saw him that way. I said yes since he took hold of my heart already. From then on we were inseparable. He was the best boyfriend anyone could ask for.

People envied us! Envied our bond and our love! Neither his friends nor my friends could make us stay away from each other for long! We were perfect! We stayed together all through the high school and all through college! And then he proposed to me immediately after graduation. It was a grand affair! He rented a whole restaurant, all those lights, flowers, cakes, everything. I said yes and it was perfect! The wedding was perfect and so was our marriage for the first three months.

Did I tell you he was rich? He is a millionaire or billionaire whatever he was which I didn't care! I stayed home because he didn't want me to work, he wanted to provide for me. He always said that he doesn't want me to even lift a thing but to sit and be pretty. That me loving him was enough! He loved me! Very much! But then where did it go wrong? Where? Did he get bored of me? Am I not attractive to him anymore?

Didn't we make a vow that we will stay with each other till our last breathe? Then why? Then why did he cheat on me? Why is he cheating on me? Did he think I would not know? Did they think that I would not know? Everyone knows! Everyone knows he is cheating on me! My parents, his parents, our friends, everyone! Everyone knows! But they pretend that they don't know anything and act like we still are the best couple in the world! Why? Why does it hurt like this?

And to make things worse he is cheating on me with Brianna, my hot model best friend! Classic story huh? It wouldn't be classic anymore when you are hurting. Why? Why did she betray me too? We were childhood friends! We knew each other from diaper days! I always trusted her and loved her but her? She chose to betray me in the worst way possible!! I tried! I really tried! Don't blame me of someone who gave up without a fight!! Don't blame that I ran away without trying! Don't call me a coward because I am not!

I fought with all my might for the past year! I tried everything I can! Why? Because I love him! I love David! With all my heart! No matter how much he hurts me and the cheating, my heart betraying me stayed with him even though his heart is no longer mine!! Does he think that I don't know that all the late night works and business trips are him staying with Brianna? It hurts! It really hurts!

Ever felt someone trying to squeeze your heart to extract every drop of blood from it! That is what is happening with me every second for the past year! But now I had enough! I had enough of the pain! Enough of the fake smiles! Enough of the pretenses! I can't bear this anymore! I am done with this! I don't want this pain anymore! That's why I am ending my life now. You might call me coward but really I had enough of the pain. I can't bear it anymore. I am tired! Tired of this heart ache.