I'm broken, no one can save me

Chapter 10

{Maskys pov}

Toby had told me to go to sleep but I don't want to

I'm restless I can't sleep

I can't eat

I can't take it

It's to much I just want him here to stay with me

But he said he was

I just sat there staring at the ceiling

Toby....

Do.... I... Like.... Him?

But I can't I'm not gay

Or am I?

No!

I just missed him annoying me!, I just missed his smile, ugh masky stop thinking like that you don't like him!, but what if I do, I miss him eating his waffles in the morning the way he giggles and his sparkling eyes

Wait... I do like him!

Oh my god, he won't forgive me though he hates me!

I made his life terrible, I called him ugly because of his pail gray like skin

I called him weak because he couldn't fight me or hoodie but we where stronger that him

I called him a freak because of his disorder(s) but there really cute the way he stutters when he speaks

I'm a horrible person he probably doesn't even like me what am I saying he hates me probably

I even went to far once by saying that he should kill himself why did I do that I made him feel terrible, I'm probably the reason he self-harmed

I should just leave I make everything worse

I got up and looked around my room and found a bag and packed some cloths, my pills, my pocket knife, I changed into an all black outfit

And claimed out the window and left

I'm sorry but I just make things worse

{toby's pov}

Something's not right

Something is not right

I got up from my seat and wondered around the house

I got to Maskys door this is the thing that'd not right I knocked on the door no response

I knocked again no response
...

....

I opened the door to find him not there I looked around the room then realised the window was wide open..

No please I ran over to the window and looked out he wasn't there

Where are you masky....

>two weeks later <

{third person pov}

Everyone has been looking for him

Especially Toby he'd leave at 5 am and get back at 3 am

Slender toll him to stay in today and everyone else would look for him

But Toby said "I will not rest untill I find him!" then ran off

{Tobys pov}

" I will not rest until I find him!" I said storming off j took my wings out and flew so far from the mansion but I don't  care I haven't been in  this area yet I've looked all over the forest except thsi bit