Whatever you do... Don't Panic.

Jealousy?

"I..... made eye contact with you because I could hear you singing along, your voice is beautiful, and I need a backup vocalist for P!ATD. So what do you think?"

You stare at him, in a look of amazement. You think "me? Tour the world with brendon? Sing in panic at the disco?" "Hell yeah I'm in!" You exclaim. He hugs you tightly, and when you pull away you find those eyes again. You could get lost in those eyes.

You call your mom and tell her the news. Her immediate response is no, but after you remind her of all of the money you would be making she finally gives in. You tell her that you're 18 now and have the right to make your own decisions. One crude "I love you" later you hang up the phone.

You tell brendon you're in and he pulls out two shot glasses, and a bottle of liquor. He pours two, and hands one to you. You've been to partys before but never drank. You don't want to embarrass yourself in front of your biggest idol so you choke it down. It tastes horrible but you manage a smile. Brendon then asks if you want a beer. You politely tell him no. I mean, after all you are only 18.

He then goes and introduces you to Sarah. After just one look you realize why she is with brendon, she is one of the most beautiful women you'd ever seen. After a short conversation she welcomes you to the team. You've never been so happy, but all of a sudden Brendon pulls you aside. He whispers to you "Don't let her fool you, she is a monster who will try to get rid of a pretty girl like you. She doesn't want competition"

After he says that you ask, "what do you mean competition?" He says " well you are really pretty and look older than you are, Sarah probably thinks you are trying to steal me away from her" you think to yourself "Sarah urie? Scared of me? I mean, if I could really steal brendon away, would he come, and if he did... would he stay?"