Only you/Jesse Lingard (C)

Pull yourself together

Mias POV:
'Please can you go.' I Said looking up at my brother.
'Mia I need to help you I.' He started.
'Please can you go.' I Said a little louder. He nodded. Sadly and left the room. I'd never really fell out with Jesse. Not really. And I never wanted to. But the things Said in that interview broke my heart. I didn't know if I could trust him. From what I knew he would never say those things. But he did. 
I put my pyjamas on and crawled into my bed. It was only 7pm so I wasn't expecting to fall asleep. But I did. And woke up again at 9pm. With Jesse sat at the end of my bed. I jumped up, my back against the wall.

'Mia, what's wrong?' He Asked worriedly putting his hand on my thigh. I shut my eyes.
'Please stop.' I Said. He pulled his hand away quickly.  That's one thing I always respected about him. He knew I loved him, but if I didn't like it, he knew when to stop. One thing Frank didn't.

'I know you might not want to talk about it, but I'm here.' He Said slowly, looking me in the eyes.
'Well you spoke about it in your last interview.' I breathed out.
He paused.
'What?'
I threw him my phone and he watched the video. And at the end of it, he didn't know what to do. And that confused me.
'Mia I swear to you.' He Said, a tear falling down his face.
'You swear to me what Jess? You didn't say it? It's right here!' I Said pointing at my phone.

He put his head in his hands. He was crying.
'Speak to me.' I cried.
'I didn't say it.' He Said slowly.
'Is that all your got to say? No explanation? Just the fact you called me an attention seeker LIVE, oh and that our relationships fake. Jesse it was a ten minute video of you saying how much you hated me. Calling me ugly, fat. That's only a minute.You also said your favourite thing about me is my brother, if you love him so much, why haven't you married him yet?' I Shouted. I never normally got like this. And he was shocked.
He didn't say anything. His eyes were red. I stood up and was about to leave the room.
'I love you Mia.' He Said huskily. I shut my eyes.
'I loved you too Jess, but not now.' I Said opening my door. I ran to Marcus room  and shut the door before my boyfriend could see where I had gone.

'Mia what's wrong?' Marcus Said standing up. Eric was also in the room with him. He left quickly, knowing I wanted to speak to my best friend. He rubbed my shoulder before shutting the door. Marcus ran towards me but I stepped back. He put his hands down, by his sides.
'Please tell me what's wrong.' He Said shaking slightly. I hated to be upset like this. And it was scaring him that he didn't know what was wrong. I didn't reply. Instead I got into his bed and cried into his pillow. He placed his hand lightly on my shoulder and I flinched. He also knew I got scared.
'Shit it's Jesse isn't it.' He Said standing back. I didn't hear another word from him. The door opened and shut. And he was gone.

It was silent for a while before I heard shouting next door.
'Pull yourself together you bitch!' Marcus shouted.
'It's not real Man, it's not real.' Jesse said calmly.
'Who did it then?' He Asked.
'Frank.' My boyfriend Replied.
Of course