5. Yesterday.

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Laying in my bed,
Thousand thoughts running inside my head,
One moment in smiling,
The very next moment, I feel myself shattering.
What's wrong in a little bit crying?
What's wrong in being a little bit happy?

Eyes wide open,
Counting how many times have I lied for myself,
How many times have I tried to save myself.
If I say it felt good,
You know, I'd be lying.

The world keeps circling down.
Or is it my head that's spinning around?
My thoughts sparkle, igniting the fire,
Pictures and memories burning down to ashes.
Afraid of yesterday,
When tomorrow is yet to come.

–Sia.

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