Feeling Blue ( Marc x Nathaniel )

8- Skye blue eyes

Some people wonder if psychological pain is as terrible as physical pain. Let me tell you, right now, I am sure that I heard my soul breaking like a mirror. 

What have I done ? Stupid, stupid me. My whole body is shaking and I can't take off my eyes of Evillustrator, still kneeling before me. I try to take a feather, writing « undo » on him, but it doesn't work. I try using an other one, still nothing.

« W...Why... Why doesn't it work ?!
- I have to fulfill your wish first, master ! Remember ? You want to prove that you're the best villain of Paris, and I will make sure that your wish comes true !
- W... Wait ! No ! »

He draws a jetpack with his magic pen, flying from the docks to the center of Paris. Stupid. Stupid Marc. I bite my lips, feeling that tears fall down my cheeks. I try to follow him by making my wings appear, using one more feather. I land on a roof of a building near of Notre Dame, contempling a huge fight between Evillustrator and Ladybug. I fell on my knees, holding my head, feeling more and more tears rushing from my eyes. My nails sink in my hair, I'm kind of sure I'm bleeding.

« Mayura, stop falling apart like this and help Evillustrator to win this fight ! You still have two feathers, use them !
- I... I want him back... I want him back !
- It seems that you don't leave me any choice. »

I suddenly feel like choking, as if someone just put both his hands on my neck to strangle me. I cough, forced to cower, still on my knees.

« Use the feathers. Or else, you'll never be able to breath anymore. »

I look at both feathers, landing on the floor. I put out my hand, trying to look at Evillustrator at the same time. I don't want this. I never wanted this. I want everything back to normal.

I quickly grasp the brooch, tearing it off my suit and throwing it on the floor. Suddenly, the feeling on my throat disappear and it seems that Hawkmoth has no more power in my head. The two last feathers fly by themselves, going back in the brooch. My whole suit disappears in little particles. I look at my hands, it seems that I'm back to the normal anxious and shaky Marc. 

But I had no time to shake, now, because Nathaniel is still evilized. I panick a bit. I thought that all my wishes were supposed to fade off when I take off the miraculous ? How could I help Ladybug and transform him back ? Plus, without any feather ?

« Don't worry Marc, I can handle this ! »

Ladybug tries to give me a comforting smile while holding a circular saw created by Evillustrator thanks to her yoyo. I give it back to her, holding my hands on my chest. Please God, I never prayed in my life, but please, make this fight go well.

The yoyo makes the saw deflecting and it lands on a part of Notre Dame, sewing the building. The big mass of stone starts to fell on Evillustrator who just tied up tightly Ladybug thanks to his powers. Oh, come on !

Ladybug screams, trying to ware the akumatized. He looks at the building, scared, scribbling something on his tablet, but he's not quick enough. There's no time left. I am the only one who can stop this.

My breath is short, my whole body is shaking, I have to think fast, very fast. There is only one thing I can do. I look at the peacock miraculous. I don't have the time to put it, transform, and write a wish. Plus, Hawkmoth could kill me. Stop ! Stop thinking ! Do something Marc, just do something !