Chapter 1: falling apart

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         It's all starts somewhere. The cry's, the pain, the suffering. But once it starts,you start to wonder if it will ever end. I remember when the misery first started; the day the person I loved most died... my mother. I have never seen the life slip so fast like it had with her. It's all because of him. He caused all her pain, all my pain, He made me like this.They made me like this. Everyday I would watch as he did nothing to help her. I remember sitting in front of her bed listening to her gasp for what little air she had left. When she was at her last breath I watch as she left this world. When I close my eyes all I could see is the look on her face. So lifeless. As she drifted away I Remembered the last time I saw my her smile, hear her laugh and listen to her sweet voice. This was where it all started the mistakes, the torments ,the torture and to think this isn't even the thing that broke me. That cracked me open. No... But it was the first time I heard it. The first voice that leaked into my head. I knew from there, it would only going to get worse. But was it a bad thing.

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