Monday 6:30am August 27th
:Ryan's pov:
School starts In 30 minuets and I live 15 away walking distance but I need time to finish some work. I start sprinting down the side walk as fast as I could my lungs feel tight and I think I'm pushing myself to hard but it's paying off. I get to school and see Brendon and he pulls me into a hug then he supports my weight because I'm so out of breath.
I don't know why I ran being that I hate school but maybe it's because i hate being in trouble as well. Only cause my dad scares me a bit he can be harsh.
I pull myself up and Brendon looks concerned "I'm fine I just——ran a lot" I say huffing. "Oh...well did you not do your work?" I nod "it's fine I just need to finish coloring for art". I sit down on the ground and pull out my sketch book starting to color in an outlined drawing of myself I'm ugly as hell though.
Bren looks down at my drawing and sees I'm frustrated with the piece "ry that looks amazing!" He sits down next to me. "Not really the boy on the page is—-" I cut myself off knowing he's going to yell at me for calling myself ugly.
"Nevermind" I color in my nasty ass pasty face god my art and my face suck. "ry we talked about this" Brendon says handing me a yellow flower "sorry" I'm not sure why he's giving me this flower but I'm sure he'll tell me soon. "So this is for you because you're just as beautiful actually no more beautiful then the flower and I need you to remember this". "Awe thanks but you're so gay" I say nudging him and laughing "HEY! I'm not gay I'm pan" he whined well pushing me laughing.
No we aren't dating or anything he's just my best friend whenever I'm depressed or something he helps me and he also hates when I say anything rude about me. "Lovvvveee youuuu" he smiled at me when these words escaped his lips I smirk "love you to frying pan" he hates when I call him that "well at least I'm not a fairy!" He shouts this "god damnit bren I told you not to call me that here!"
"OH! Oops I'm sorry pleaseee forgive me I forgot about that I'm sorry!" I looked away annoyed. "Yeah whatever just please remember next time". He normally doesn't even bring it up I don't know why he did that today but it's not too big of a deal. "Okay!" He chirps this out as if he's a bird I don't get how he always seems so happy..?
The heel rings and I grab all my art things and walk into the class. Today we have to showcase our self portraits and honestly everyone is going to hate mine it's so bad. No one likes me,my art, or my looks. They just know I also love choir because I'm what's considered emo here and no one likes that kid but I guess that's okay because I don't like them.
Brendon is in this class with me and he watches me walk to the front because I just so happen to be first. "I-I'm ryan ross and t-this is my self portrait the black and red theme represents my favorite colors and the horns are just decorative". I stutter like an idiot a lot when I present but that's normal
Brendon was next his was so good and everyone loves bren. Honestly I don't know how I ended up being the only friend he likes but I guess I did. He has a ton more friends in school but those aren't really friends they just like him because he's hot.
A/N-new story I'm trying bc I hardcore ship Ryden and also this will prob be updated 2-3 times a week depending on school I hope you guys like it I bet I'll have like 1 read a chapter
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A boy You can't sweat out
FanfictionRyan is a depressed emo teenager Brendon is a sweet boy who's been there for him for years and soon they realize it's meant to be more then just friends when t comes to them
