A boy You can't sweat out

I write love letters not sexts

As Brendon said those words I felt my soul leave my body. Sarah and mel won't be good with this "so um what game?" Mel stutters on game but smiles. She's very pretty but I'm very gay so this wouldn't work haha but Brendon doesn't know that.

"Truth or dare" he winks as he says it and it's kinda cute okay really cute but I don't have a chance so whatever. "Sounds fun lover boy" as I whisper he goes to elbow me in the arm but I move and he hits my stomach.

"Fuck!" I feel like I'm about to puke but I haven't eaten in hours "Brendon!" The girls yelled in sync with each other as he wraps his arms around me. "Ugh lets just play" he says sorry like ten million times before someone finally starts the game.

"Truth or dare disco pants" Sarah calls him this a lot because he listens to disco sometimes but it's really rare so I don't get it. "Dare!" He's quickly forgotten why he was upset or that I still am. This happens a lot but I don't blame him he can't help it because his brain is kinda everywhere all the time.

"I dare you to kiss the person you like most in this room" he blushed bright red "like as in crush or...?" He looked down. "Crush!!!" Sarah practically screamed and jumped as she said this but then he shakes his head.

"everyone close your eyes! I don't want you guys to see!!" We all do as he says but nothing had happened it's been a minute.  After maybe 2 minuets I feel him getting closer to me He hands me a note. "Keep those eyes closed!" He Yells backing away and then he kissed Sarah and I know this because she squeals after he does it.

"Open up kids" his mom was on the other side of the door fuck! We all move away from the door as bren starts opening it up. "Yeah mom?" She smiles and hands him something maybe food? "I got you kids a special meal!!" That means she got us McDonald's bc that's what she does every single time Sarah is here with me.

"Thanks mom!" Before he closed the door I walk out to go read the note in his restroom.
-note for ry-
I really wanted to kiss you but I can't because Sarah was watching but I know she didn't see the note she also doesn't know I saw her looking. We can talk about this later
-b's pov-
I hated that kiss with Sarah I mean she's nice I guess? But I don't like her back she can't respect my privacy at all. Plus I really like Ryan I've like him since I met him pretty much but I'm pretty sure he likes this guy Spencer. Spencer is in our art class and Ryan's math but then again maybe it's nothing.

"Truth or dare Ryan"
He was walking back in just as I asked him and he was blushing bright red. "Dare I guess" he was stuttering again I shouldn't have given him the note damn it. "I dare you to tell me a secret but only me" he nods and leans in "I like you too." His lips were so close to my face it was making me nervous I blushed and turned away smiling.

We ate as we played the game Sarah kept trying to get me to kiss someone and mel and ry kiss as well but it's time for them to leave. Thank fucking god they didn't fight and thank god they have to leave now. "Bye girls!!" My parents yell out as they got into separate cars it was pouring rain and the thunder was loud so Ryan didn't come back up with em to say bye cause he's scared of thunderstorms.
Right as I get downstairs and into my bedroom the house goes pitch black and the thunder roars.

A//N— sorry this sucks but I know nobody is reading these anymore