Chapter 29

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Ally's pov

*2 days later*

So Ava's party was a success it was really fun. I finally got to see Jennifer my parents and lots of other family members. Today is the day I'm going to tell Nash about Cam and I. He doesn't know but I think he should because I think he thinks I'm single so yea. Hopefully everything goes well.

I get dressed into some denim short shorts and a black and purple tank top.

"Ill be back soon" I say as I leave the bedroom but Cam grabs my wrist. I turn around and he kisses me. "Cam I have to go" I tell him but he continues to kiss me. "ok just don't let him do anything to you" he says and I nod.

•••

We decide to meet up at a small coffee shop.

"Hey" I say while sitting down on the chair "hey" he says and smiles. "so what'd you have to tell me" Nash says and I begin to get nervous on how he'll take it.

"well me and Cam have been living together for 6 months and well I wanted to just let you know that we are in a relationship..." I nervously say and I watch as his smile turns into a frown "what" he says with disbelief "ya I just thought I should let you know" I say "How could he do that when he knows I still love you" Nash says and clovers his face. And I freeze at what he said

"what" I ask "Ally I still love you and I probably always will" he says and my heart starts beating fast. I don't know what to say. "I was just hoping we could become one big happy family but I knew that deep down that wouldn't have happened... he liked you for so long and I knew this day was going to come sooner or later... I mean he's perfect for you... he's caring, funny, and most of all he's trustworthy" Nash says and surprisingly neither of us are crying. And the fact that Nash wanted to become a family. Im trying so hard not to have second thoughts but I can't help it.

"I'm so sorry Nash it's just he was always there for me when I needed help" I say and "it's fine it's all my fault for fucking everything up none of this would have happened if I wouldn't have been so stupid... I turkey regret everything I've ever done to you... I'm sorry Ally" he says and quickly gets up and walks out the door.

I get up and sit in my car to try to process everything that was said. Nash still loves me. He was even hoping we could be one happy family. I try my hardest not to cry but i cry anyways. Second thoughts aren't good for me especially since most of the times I just go running back to him.

I clean up my smudged makeup and start driving back home. But all the way there I can't stop thinking about Nash and the things that he said.

•••

I get home and try my best to smile but I can't not after what I just heard from Nash. All the second thoughts I'm having are killing me.

"What's wrong" Cam asks me "nothing" I say but we both know something's wrong. "what happened between you and Nash" He asks and I don't know if I should really tell him. "um I don't really want to talk about it right now" I say and lay down on the bed. "okay" is all he says and he lays next to me. I'm not really I the mood to do anything I feel like texting or calling him but I probably shouldn't bother him. I try to sleep but all I see is old memories with Nash.

*Next day*

I wake up early and decide to go for an early morning run.

I see the hotel Nash was staying at and decide to see if he's there. I don't really know why. But I do anyways. I walk up to the desk and wait till the lady gets off the phone. "hi how may I help you"

The lady says "um do you know what room Nash Grier is staying at" I say and she gives me a weird look "l promise I'm not a crazy fan I just want to visit" I say and she types his name in the computer. "he actually checked out yesterday" She says. Maybe he had to go to another event. or maybe it was because or me. "Ok thank you" I say and I start running back to the house.

•••

"Hey I was wondering where you went" Cameron says as I walk inside the room "oh I just went for a jog" I say and sit on the bed to take off my shoes. I lay down and check my social medias to see in Nash has posted anything. But he hasn't.

I put my phone into my pocket and stare at the ceiling. Cam turns towards me and "Ally I can tell something's bugging you will you please just tell me what" he says and I turn to face him "well while Nash said that he loved me and that he wanted to become a happy family and that just got to me and I've been having stupid second thoughts" I say and he frowns "look ally I understand if you want to be with him and if that's truly what you want than go ahead he is the father of your child anyways" he says "no I want to be with you Cam... I can trust you, you've been here for me for so long, I love you Cameron" I say and he smiles and pulls me closer to him. "I love you" he says and kisses me.

He starts kissing my neck "Cam um I don't think now is a good time" I say pointing to Ava she is just sitting in her play pin staring at us. "right" he says and we both laugh.

It's 10:30am so we decide to take Ava to the park.

*later*

So Cam and I decided to call my friend Brenda to see if she can take care if Ava while we go out. She said yes so now I'm getting ready to go.

I decide to wear a short black dress. I curl my hair and put on some heals.

"Zayum bae you look beautiful" Cam says and kisses my cheek. "You look handsome" I say and walk out the room to open the door.

"Hi thanks for coming we should be here in an hour or two" I say "no problem and ok" Brenda says and Cam and I walk out.

•••

Cam and I just came back from a really fancy diner. "thank you so much for taking care of Ava" I say "no problem" she says and walks out "she's asleep I just finished feeding her" Brenda says "ok thanks" I say "bye" she says "bye" I say and wave. I'm so tired I think it's like 12:30 already. I feel Cam pick me up and he starts walking to the bedroom. He lays me down and unbuttons his shirt. I hear Ava cry. I laugh and get up to get Ava.

Once she's asleep I put her back in her crib. I change into some shorts and an undershirt. "What so are we going to continue" Cam says and I laugh "I'm too tired" I say "fine" he sighs and I fall asleep in his arms.

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