Ever since i was yonger i had a policy , to live life in the moment and love it just how it is , because you may never experience it again .... untill , i got older and everything went down hill ! Money got tighter and dad left and only visited us twice a year , for my birthday and christmas . I guess you could say i was living a pretty normal teenage life , the normal teenage drama and obsession over some bands and the love life that never existed!