Maddys pov
I swear to god, that kid is a sychopath .One moment he's abusing me in literally every way he possibly could ( verbally and physically) ,and now he's hugging me ! I really dont know how to comprehend what is going on , i felt sparks when we touched, it was like what some people would say 'magic' or in other case's gross . I can NOT like someone who left me in this state , i say to try to keep reminding myself ...... which if you were wondering was desperately failing!
Anyhow i quickly got out of his grip and I ran out of that fucking hell hole as fast as I could possibly get my legs to run .
As soon as i got home i ran inside to a drunken mother . See she started doing thing's like drug's and drinking way more when dad left .She's not even a mean drunky though , my mom is actually alot nicer and she's way more layed back . But she bring's ' friends' home that take it upon them selfs to beat the living shit out of me . My mom never really noticed the bruises I think she deserves way better and i do to . As rude as this may sound ,but they only like her for her 'deal's' she comes with . I bet no one has even noticed how sweet she is or how pretty her beautiful long brown hair is, that by the way make her vibrant blue eyes pop out !
Dad on the other hand,is a successful business man , and is happily engaged to my not only best friend but step mother , her name is jules . When ever I see her I feel REALLY inseure she's actually is so beautiful . she always wear the perfect outfits ,thats why i get her to buy me all my clothes , not to mention she has litterally no flaws . But i can trust her with any thing ! My Father always picks the right ones ! <3
I ran up the stairs to my room and sat in there for what felt like days but was only an hour or two , without a reason i do this , its sad to say that this is my regular every day routine . I have a good reason behind this one today though . One fucking word . Niall! He always is the reason behind my heart breaks , whether it is abuse or him just simply being bipolar , but it has to stop i know i am getting tired of it .
I may sound rude but i could care less if my parents got divorced it dose not make me anyore broken. Although I would like to see my dad more , but i mean it is what it is ...... it was only Niall who made me feel broken !
( AUTHOR'S NOTE)
SORRY lovelys i havent updated . and ik you want me to get to Niall and i will next chapter ~ truly yours , maddy
thanks for reading love yall
