Rye's P.O.VI woke up and Andy was holding me it felt different not weird or anything but different because usually it's the other way around, but with everything that happened last night...it just kinda feels right.
"Morning" Andy said kissing my head, "morning" I groaned, I'm still tired but I don't like laying down all day so I stood up.
I felt a sharp pain and fell back down, Andy sat up with the biggest smirk on his face, "does it hurt?"
I looked away embarrassed at the fact it does, it hurt to stand but it hurts to sit as well...I hope the pain goes away.
I'm not trying to boost Andy's ego so I just didn't answer,
Andy leaned over and turned my face so I was looking at him, "I asked you a question" he said getting close to my face.I honestly can't believe this is happening, sweet, innocent (looking), small, Andy Fowler is making so weak it's not even funny.
"Y-yes" I whispered looking up into those big blue eyes I love so much, "I couldn't hear you" he sang making me blush, but I was also getting annoyed, not necessarily at Andy but at the fact I know he won't let it go till I say it.
"Yes, yes, yes! My ass hurts, GOSH!"
I hate this...I mean I love what happened don't get me wrong but I hate Andy having control...maybe it's because I've never not been the dominant one a relationship, but I guess it will grow on me, and besides Andy is still cute and little and I WILL still big spoon him, he doesn't get a say in it.
A big smile came across Andy's face, "Good" he said softly.
I rolled my eyes but leaned in and kissed the blonde boy, "so when is Blair coming back with the trialist?" I asked slowing standing up hoping it wouldn't hurt as bad if I did it slower.
"Um...I think around one"
"Ok" I choked out limping to the door, I heard Andy chuckling as I walked out of the room but I didn't pay him any attention and walked into the kitchen to fix a nice cup of tea.
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It's one now, and I'm very excited to meet the new trialist, I hope he's nice.
Andy on the other hand has been pouting all day, he keeps whining about how we won't get to kiss and how he can't hold my hand and how we can't sleep together.Honestly all that is making me sad but this is the reason we signed up for this un-named band.
I mean I didn't expect to fall in love with my band mate, I didn't expect to become the happiest I've ever been, but that's life.At the beginning of the year I was in hell I mean pure h-e-l-l, on top of Maddie cheating on me for the second time, losing my best friend (or so I thought), and my aunt dying.
I was sad ALL the time, that's the whole reason I signed up for the band, music makes me happy and I thought being around others who shared the same passion would help me, and in a way I was right! I met the sweetest, most kind, most gentle person EVER and he saved me, without even realizing it.There was a knock at the door and Andy jumped up and started to run to the door but stopped and walked back into the room, he leaned down and kissed me slowly, and it felt like it was the first time all over again.
As we pulled away Andy turned to leave but I grabbed his hand and turned him around, "what was his name again?" I asked not wanting to seem like a dick by calling him the wrong thing, "Cameron" he said pecking my cheek, "love you" I whispered, I froze in place, shit I wasn't opposed to say that..not yet at least, Andy went to say something but got interrupted my another knock at the door, "s-sorry" he whispered before running out of the room to let the boys in.
My heart was pounding, he didn't say it back but he didn't look discussed by the idea.
As my head was racing, Blair came walking in with Cameron, he was skinny, and tall, but his face was attractive, he had cute freckles and his jawline was sharp, he was nowhere near as cute as Andy but he was wasn't bad to look at."Hey Rye" I looked up to see Blair standing with a big smile on his face, "hey" I said at not all that enthusiastic, mainly because Blair made Andy feel like crap about his nail polish, and when I saw how upset Andy got it made me MAD! And I'm not an angry person, and I usually don't hold grudges but this is different he hurt Andy and that's not ok; I don't care if you're the Queen, DON'T hurt my boy.
"Well, someone woke up in the wrong side of the bed" he laughed, "anyway, this is Cameron, Cameron this is Rye"
"Hey!" The boy said extending his hand out for me to shake it, "hi" I said taking his hand and shaking it.
"Ok. I'm going to go get you guys food and let you three talk, I'll be back" Blair said before walking out the door, I slowing turned to Andy, he's better at starting conversations than I am, "so are you excited about joining the band?" Andy asked walking and sitting beside me, "yeah, but I am scared" he said looking at his feet; scared? Why would he be scared?
"Why are you scared?" I asked scooting closer to him, "um...what if there's...you know...gay people?" He asked.I looked over at Andy who has gone red, I mean what are the odds that the guy is a homophobe!?
"Would that be a bad thing" I asked
"Um...I mean don't get me wrong I'm not a homophobe or anything but...like...I don't want one in the band, he may look at me while I'm getting dressed and stuff"
What does he mean by "one" we're not Some kind of vermin! Gosh he's been here for 2 seconds and is already pissing me off, I looked over at Andy and I could see hurt all over his face, I should have remembered what happened to Andy when he was younger, and how self-conscious he is when it comes to his sexuality."Well if there is 'one' I don't have a problem with it...and just because they like dick doesn't mean they like your dick" I said making Andy giggle.
"I was just saying" Cameron said throwing his hands up in defense, "well don't" I said causing Cameron to look down in embarrassment, and usually I would feel bad for him, but NOPE, I don't care if you piss me off or make me sad but the second you make MY Andy feel like shit about himself is the second I stop liking you!