Jake's pov:we arrived at that hospital i didn't like it I just wished I could go they showed me my room it was really small and tight,they took my phone so I can't talk to other people and they left I sat on the bed and started drawing until I fell asleep next morning I woke up then I heard a knock on the door
J:come in
../hey I am meg and I'll be your doctor
J:hi/M:wanna talk here or outside
J:there is noting to talk about can you leave me alone
M:well I can't because I am your doctor how about you go and eat something and take a walk in the garden and get used to the place and we can talk tomorrow
J:ok(he didn't eat anything and he didn't go out of his room he just drew the whole time)Logan's pov:it's been one day and I already miss Jake so much I am starting to regret this but all I wanted to do is help him I decided to go on a walk I saw a hill and I climbed it I saw the best view ever and I sat there and I saw a paper under my hand I picked it up *the paper*
No.1000
Today has been a really weird day first Lilly got sick and then I went to school I made friends and I don't regret anything more than that I sometimes wish that I can be alone I think about killing myself everyday the only thing that stops me is thinking how much I'll hurt Logan Chloe and Lilly and I wish Logan knew how much I appreciate him he is the best person ever and so as Chloe she is the kindest person in this world and also Lilly she is the best thing in my life and I can't live without her I am kinda scared to go home now I am sure Logan is worried
Logan's pov:reading this brought tears to my eyes how could I do this to him I went back home and then Chloe saw me
C:what's wrong (hands her the paper and she started crying)
L:should we look for the other 999 pages the he wrote?
C:.....
