Behind closed doors

His Choice

(Meanwhile)
Jk: Baby boy are you sure about that?
Tae: of course i am if i wasn't i wouldn't of told you.
Jk: if you're ok with it. Then i support you.
You must be asking what the hell is going on well let's go back to the talk our two heros have previously had....
Taehyung was still cuddled up between his lovers arms, he felt safe but at the same time he was suffocating  under the heavy weight of the idol life, he couldn't take it anymore, the cameras following him, the scoops made up by the media and him having to get up every morning to look at the person he became. Wearing a mask and playing a role who wasn't him. He looked jungkook dead in the eyes and told him the truth.
Jk: tae. I understand that love but it's your dream right?
Tae: it is. But what the point of living the dream when I'm no longer being myself. Jungkook I'm losing my mind. I'm fading away I'm becoming the character they told me to be.
Jungkook took tae's cheeks in his hands bringing his face closer to his.
Jk: taetae, baby boy. If you want to leave the band I'm okay with it. If being here with us is hurting you leave i want the best for you and if it's mean no longer being an idol be it. I hate seeing you like this.
Closing the distance, he placed his slightly shaped lips on tae's delicate ones. This kiss was like their first, soft and slow. Filled with raw emotions, love and trust. If taehyung was ready to revoke his role as a member in bts that be it. His happiness was more important than the band. Breaking the kiss tae shook his head in a "no" way.
Tae: kookie. I will never leave you or the boys all I'm saying is that I no longer want to be V.
Jk: wait you want to just change your stage name
Shaking his head once again, taehyung explained
Tae: not just the name. I no longer want to be V the " hot, most handsome man of 2017, the 4d alien of bts". I want the world to see me, taehyung the one that the hyung and you only know.
Jk: but babe what if the managers didn't accept.
Tae: then i will leave bts as a member but not as a friend or boyfriend.
And this brings us to now, the dorm was silent. Jimin was still out and the rest was asleep in their respective rooms. Taehyung who was previously with jungkook had left the boy sleep in his room and was now sitting in the living room watching the black TV screen, lost in his thoughts.when suddenly the front door opened. Making him jump.
Tae: SUGA  HYUNG YOU SCARED ME!
suga: sorry kid but why are you sitting here being all emo
Tae : it's nothing hyung
Yoongi sensing, the uneasiness in the younger voice decided to take the lead and talk to him.
Suga: kid you know that I'm here for you right. If you need to talk or anything. I'm here.
Tae: I'm okay hyung.
Getting up, he patted the latter shoulder and made his way to walk out of the room
Tae:Wait
Suga :yeah
Biting on his lower lip was one of taehyung nervous habits, he needed to talk to someone other than jungkook and if it means suga than be it.
Tae: hyung can i tell you something
Suga : speak up kiddo
Tae: umm i-i...
And just like that he let out everything, he just let the tears fall as he told his hyung his problems...
Tae: t-they are right. I'm ugly
Suga: they are wrong your handsome
Tae: i ask to many questions
Suga : you're just like a baby, you're still curious about the world.
Tae: I'm childish
Suga: you're not, you're innocent.
Tae: I'm an alien
Suga: your unique
Tae: I'm weird.
Suga : you are. But you're the good way of weird.
Tae:what?
Taking the younger hands in his, he smiled and said
Suga : a person that i love once told me :" weird can be both, good and bad, the bad way is the one that make others feel awkward, the good way draw a smile on the face of  the person in front of you". She's right. You're weird in the good way taetae, you make us laugh. You're the mode maker of the group.
Taehyung finally smiled for the first time that night, thinking about his hyungs word
Tae: hyungie is she your girlfriend?
Suga : she is
Tae: c-can i meet her?
Suga: you and the rest will get to meet her when she's ready to face you all. But for now you can't taetae.
Tae: hyungie, i love you
Suga : i love you too kid, now go to bed it's late.
Hugging his hyung, taehyung made his way towards his room, and got in bed, cuddling with his sleeping boyfriend a smile on his face. While his hyung was still sitting on the couch happy that he could help his dongsaeng.
What will the management think of taehyung decisions? Is he going to leave bts? Are they going to finally meet sugas mystery girlfriend?