love triangle; x reader

only if

(Kinda trigger warning about body weight issues)

Your POV.

After  getting out of the shower, I put on a (bathing suit of your choice) on and put shorts and a tank top over it. I fix my hair, and take one last look at myself. I start getting self conscious about my body. What if he thinks I'm not thin enough? I sigh. "Y/n? Are you in there?" Noah says, softly knocking on the door. I didn't notice till now, but I have tear drops running down my cheeks. I quickly wipe them away. "Uh, yeah hold on." I say. I open the door. "It's almost time for him to come, you were taking awhile." He says.

"Oh I guess I lost track of time." I say faking a smile and heading out. "Did you want to come with me?" I ask, hoping he would say yes. I was really nervous, and if I didn't have a friend by my side I think I would literally die. "Sure." He says smiling. We go out to Jack's car, and I greet him as I get in. He turns back and shakes Noah's hand. "Nice to meet you, I'm Jack." He says. "Nice to meet you too, I'm Noah." Noah says flashing a smile. "This party is gonna be lit!" Jack says pulling out. I mentally cringe, but put a smile on my face anyways. I see Noah cringing and almost burst out laughing.

•••

Music booming, teens dancing, and the smell of drugs were present. I'm 18, and Noah is 19. I'm guessing Jack is 19, but I have never had a drink in my life. Until tonight. "Heyyyy bro!" A boy with black curly hair says greeting Jack. They do a handshake, and side hug at the end. "Who's the chick?" He asks looking me up and down. I blush. Noah stares the guy down like a hawk. He's so over protective, but I love him. "This is y/n, and her friend Noah. Y/n and Noah, meet Finn." Jack says. "You guys want some drinks?" Finn asks. "Sure." I say with a shrug. Noah looks at me with wide eyes.

"We need to loosen up more. A shot won't hurt us." I say. "Y/n, you don't even know that guy. What if he puts something in our drinks?" He whisper/shouts. I roll my eyes. "Seriously? We're not in some horror movie Noah. It'll be fine." I say. He sighs. Finn comes back with three glasses in his hands, and gives me and Noah the drinks. We all did the shots together, and I wince as the strong alcohol goes down my throat. It tasted like how nail polish smells. I start coughing, and so does Noah. "Never...again." He says in between coughs. I laugh.

•••

Well....I thought I would only have one shot. Turns out, I was wrong. I was dancing with Jack on the dance floor, drunk out of my mind. I knew I probably looked like a idiot dancing, but my drunken self didn't care. I had no clue where Noah was, and I guess I wasn't really thinking about it either while looking into Jack's eyes. But if I could go back, I wish I could change what I did.