So long, Farewell

Sober

I wish I'm as brave as her
to finally have the courage...
to finally end this war
not to be better but to take a rest.

I was once a colorful art
but pain and misery made me dull...
and it's time to take it down
to avoid further discoloration of the soul.

I want the world to see me young...
troubled but Red
Hurting but yellow
Dead but white.