•Before the Sun Sets || Jikook

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Jimin.. don't..

Yoongi panicked as he brought his attention on the younger boy, jimin just smiled.. for the first time he smiled sincerely.

I miss him, and I am sure he miss me.. he feels lonely easily.. what if he wants kisses and cuddles? No one can give them to him.. but I can..

He said leading the older to shake his head, he held jimin shoulders as he stared deep into his eyes, the emotionless eyes he was looking at from before were different now.

Jimin.. you can't do that,
he wouldn't like it if you give up on your life

The younger laughed as he pulled away from yoongi, he brought his attention to the sky as his laughter died down so quickly.

What life you are talking about hyung..?
I lost mine when I lost him..

Yoongi was taken aback by jimin words but shook his head as he held his hand, jimin glanced at their hands before looking back at the sky.

He wouldn't like it if you do something stupid jimin!

The older said in a harsh tone as his grip tightened on jimin small hand but the younger didn't care, it felt right to him so why should he care about yoongi words?

I would be lying if I said I am happy like this..
I am going crazy hyung!
I see him everywhere and its killing me!
Its killing me knowing another day will come
And I won't be able to see him.. feel him..

Yoongi felt his own eyes getting teary from what he heard come out of the boy mouth, his hand let go of jimin's as he stared at nothing trying to calm himself.

I was depressed when I met him hyung.. he was the luckiest boy I have known while I was the opposite.. I was the reason all of this happened to him and no one can prove me wrong.. if he just didn't help me.. if he just didn't care about me.. if he didn't bother to be my friend.. boyfriend and life.. he wouldn't have left so early.. and I am being punished because I was finally happy.. and he was the payment in trade for my happiness.. or what I felt with him.. and now here I am.. just broken over a memory of his existence.

Yoongi stayed quiet as he let his head drop down letting his tears fall down as he quietly cried, jimin smiled as he saw his hyung crying.. he knew now that he really bring sadness and bad luck to others, and this just proved his words, it was rare for yoongi to cry and he hate that he was the reason he made him cry.

I bring sadness wherever I go..
at least if I leave.. I could be with him

Jimin smiled as he saw the illusion of jungkook in front of him, the illusion that won't leave him no matter where he go.

I am sure he wants me to go to him too..