Angels

Messing up

Nalani's POV

We were walking down an alley way when Clary started running, "DOT. DOT." Blondie followed her and we all caught up. "We need to find Dot. Two men, circle members. The same ones who came to my house, who took our mom. They have Dot. They're gonna hurt her or kill her. We have to stop them! She was just trying to help us. Now, she's gone."

"Clary, Lani, I'm sorry."

"You don't understand. Dot's like our big sister." I cried. Izzy grabbed my hand and Alec pulled me into a hug, "I'm so sorry, Lani." I just cried into his shirt. He pulled me closer to him and squeezed me tight.

"It's not safe here.We have to go back to the Institute right now." Alec said not letting go of me. I was still silently crying. But it was slowly stopping. I was happy that I had Alec and Izzy there for me because Clary was too busy freaking out about everything. Not even noticing that I was crying.

"So, what now? Valentine has our mom and Dot, and we're just gonna give up? What about my memories? They can't just be gone?"

"What happened to your memories Clary?" I asked her not knowing anything about this. "Apparently a warlock stole my memories and most likely yours. Do you have any blank spots in your memories?" Clary asked me.

I nodded and looked up at Alec scared of everything that has happened. He just kissed my head as his way of saying everything is going to be ok. I turned around towards everyone else. Iz was smiling at us, Blondie was smirking up at Alec, Simon still looked confused looking at me and Alec and Clary was smiling at us like Izzy.

"There is another option." Blondie said looking around at the group. "Don't even" Izzy said glaring at Blondie. "Absolutely not." Alec said tightening his hold around me. I don't know how that is even possible.

"I'm not afraid of the Silent Brothers." Blondie said smirking. I was confused now. I have never heard of anything called 'the silent brothers'. I was kinda scared because that name sounded creepy.

"Who are the Silent Brothers?" Clary asked looking at Blondie, Izzy, and Alec who still has a really tight hold on me. I was surprised that I could still breathe right.

"They're Shadowhunters with superior powers. Who possess the ability to recover memories." Izzy said still glaring at Blondie. I guess she really didn't like this idea. I wanted to know why.

"A process that can also kill you, so there's that and I'm not willing to risk Nalani's life for some memories that might not even be of use to us." Alec said. He was pissed and you could tell. I looked up at him worried because if Clary agrees to this I might lose my sister.

"Your bedside manner is abysmal." Simon said trying to lighten the mood. It didn't work and Alec glared at him which scared him.

"We've broken at least 18 Clave rules and now you want to go to the City of Bones? There's no way. I won't allow it." Alec said trying to convince Blondie to drop the idea. He really doesn't like it.

"This isn't our choice to make. This is Clary and Nalani's decision." Blondie said bringing me into this. I didn't answer scared of what could happen if I say yes and worried that something bad could happen if I say no.

"You can't ask them to do this. They doesn't know what they're facing. They're not prepared." Izzy said trying to help me get out of this because it's obvious that i don't want to do this.

"If anyone can tell me another way to recover our memories and still get the answers we need, I'm listening. That settles it." Clary said looking around at us. I started crying. Alec and Iz walked me out of there while Clary and Blondie were still standing there with Simon.