gone ➸ your sunshine

iv

13 Sep 2014 16:11 pm

this time last year was when i asked you out. i remember planning it weeks before wanting to find the perfect opportunity. you dropped your pencil in maths from the desk next to me and it landed by my foot. naturally, i picked it up and looking at you when you reached out for it, i realised i couldn't wait any longer.

i remember your cheeks turning pink and getting told to shut up by the maths teacher we often laughed at together. i got really upset at first, thinking i screwed up but when i looked back at you, you nodded handing me a note that told me to wait for you after class.

i'm sorry this was so long, i just haven't spoken to you for a while. everytime i looked at our past texts i cried.