A summer with you (NeymarJr)

Chapter 6

I woke up the next morning to a big thud...
"Neymar what the hell are you doing on the floor" I asked so serious as I had just woke up
"Well if you hadn't of pushed me I'd still be lying there sleeping" he laughed
"Oh I'm sorry I guess" I said
After I had just thought about what happened I decided to get up out of bed and get ready as it was 9:30am and the boys had training at 12.
"Neymar don't you think you should go get ready for training" I say peaking my head round the door while brushing my hair
"No it will only take me 2 minutes" he said walking into the bathroom putting his hands on my waist
I felt so happy but was it all happening all to fast I haven't been here for long and I'm only here for the World Cup then I'll be going back to my life in New York.
-2 hours later-
"Ava come on let's go" I heard someone shout right outside my door
"Ugh hello who is it???" I said so confused
"It's Marcelo,I've tried to look for Neymar and I can't find him anywhere do you know where he is?" Marcelo said sounding quite worried
"No" I said ever so quickly looking at Neymar and smiling
"Oh okay,lets go then"
I walked to the door and signed for Neymar to hid a bit so Marcelo didn't see him in my room because I don't know what he would think really.
We walked to the car and did the same old thing even though I've only been here for about a week it seems like I've been here for so long. We finally got to training and I walked to the pitch to set everything up
"Hey uncle Lucas" I said
He was too busy looking at his phone so I just carried on doing what I was doing .
"Okay guys so today we are going to practice free kicks and penalties" Lucas said
"Alisson you in goal first, Neymar you take the first free kick" he said again
I couldn't really do much to help today so I just stop trying to act like I knew what I was doing but I had no clue,What was I even doing he I'm not a football coach I'm a model?
A long long time later the boys had finally fished training and today uncle Lucas gave me a ride back to the hotel as he left straight away and again I dot want to wait ages for Marcelo or Neymar.
"Thanks uncle Lucas,I'll see you on game day!!" I say getting out of the car and shutting the door before he could say anything
After I got up to my room I jumped on the bed and switched the tv on and on the tv was a program about New York,I was feeling homesick even though I didn't have family I was missing my city, my apartment, my normal life.
I felt a bit upset because lots of bad thoughts were coming back into my head
FLASHBACK
"Ava you nothing but a stupid child,we're moving to Washington weather you come or not we don't care!!"
"Mom please don't be like this you know I can't I have a job to do here in New York" I say as tears stroll down my cheek
"Bye Ava and remember don't keep in contact because it's just me,you're brother and sister from now on"
END OF FLASHBACK
I didn't realise how much I was crying I went into the bathroom and looked in the mirror to see all the tear stains on my face.
Warning-Self harm is used (skip if need be)
I sat on the floor and took the razor out from the draw,I put it to my arm and dug it deep into my skin i was in to much pain for it too hurt anyway
FLASHBACK
"Mom just tell me what's wrong,I can handle it and I will be able to help if you just tell me" I say to her
"You're dad has died,I'm so sorry Ava he was in a car crash"
END OF FLASHBACK
All these thoughts kept on coming to my head and I kept cutting my skin my Brazil shirt was covered in blood and tears as I cried more.
"Ava what are you doing????" I heard someone say
"Leave, Leave me I need to be alone" I say in shock
I look up a bit to see Neymar standing there completely shocked
He bent down onto his knees and hugged me.
"Ava please tell me what's going on" he said a bit shook
"Neymar please I don't want to talk about it, I just want to go to bed" I say trying to stand up feeling a bit dizzy
I felt arms wrap around me and lift me up,Neymar carried me to my bed and put the blankets over me and sat on the bed beside me
"Look you know you can tell me anything" he said
"I know Neymar,this is just really personal and I don't really want to talk about it right now" I said
"Okay well when you're ready please tell me because I will help you" and as he said that I started to cry, Neymar took my hand "Please Ava stop crying you're so beautiful and what ever had done this to you,you will get through it" he says looking at my arms, he run his fingers over the cuts that I just created,I tensed up a bit as it did hurt a lot, Neymar then got up and kissed my head and after that I fell asleep.

Wow that chapter was really deep,I hope you're enjoying it!!
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