Enticing Innocent ( ON HOLD)

Two

Deciding that my day has been the worst and I was simply exhausted I went into my bathroom after dropping my bag on my bed. i filled my tub up with warm water and bubbles I placed candles around my tub lit them and dimmed my bathroom lights. Once I was finished with setting up my bath I went in my closet and stripped throwing my dirty clothes in the dirty clothes hamper and finding some night short shorts and an oversized black hoodie and black knee high socks. Once I gathered all my stuff I walked back into my bathroom sat my clothes on my sink and stepped towards the tub.

I stuck my hands in to see if the temperature was good enough, after I decided it was just right I turned off the water and grabbed a bath bomb from my counter. I dipped one toe then began to sink in the tub letting out a long comfortable sigh.

"Alexa play 'Lights down low' by MAX ft gnash"

"Now playing lights down low by max ft gnash" as soon as the song started playing I smiled a small smile and started singing. I love singing and I felt like this song really brings out my voice. There are many other songs I find in my comfort zone of singing and I'm proud my mom passed down her singing genes it's what keeps me close to her. Singing and dancing.

'Heaven only knows where you've been
But I don't really need to know
I know where you're gonna go
On my heart, where you're resting your head
And you just look so beautiful
It's like you were an angel
Can I stop the flow of time?
Can I swim in your divine?
'Cause I don't think I'd ever leave this place
Oh, turn the lights turn the lights down low
Yeah, now I'm feeling you breathing slow
'Cause, baby, we're just reckless kids
Trying to find an island in the flood
Oh, turn the lights, turn the lights down low, oh
Under heavy skies in the rain
You're dancing in your bare feet
Just like we're in a movie
Grab my hand and we're chasing the train
I catch you looking back at me
Running through a cloud of steam
Can I stop the flow of time?
Can I swim in your divine?
'Cause I don't think I'd ever leave this place
Oh, turn the lights turn the lights down low
Yeah, now I'm feeling you breathing slow, oh
'Cause, baby, we're just reckless kids
Trying to find an island in the flood
Oh, turn the lights, turn the lights down low
And I will give you everything baby
But can you feel this energy? Take it
You can have the best of me baby
And I will give you anything
Can you feel this energy? Take it
You can have the best of me baby
Oh, turn the lights turn the lights down low
Yeah, now I'm feeling you breathing slow
Oh, turn the lights turn the lights down low
Yeah, now I'm feeling you breathing slow
'Cause, baby, we're just reckless kids
Trying to find an island in the flood
Oh, turn the lights, turn the lights down low, oh'

One day I hope that I can sing this song to someone who will truly love me for me and not because they want something from me. I hate that trey said those words to me with the little remorse that he had.
What's wrong with me? What did I do to deserve what he said? I thought to myself. But know matter I could come up with only one thing kept ringing in my head.
You're a Virgin. You're simply too innocent. And with that thought stuck in my head I sighed and and started to focus on my bath.

My bath calmed me like nothing else. Once I was done with my bath I got out reached for my towel and wrapped it around my body. I grabbed my toothbrush wetting it then putting my toothpaste on it then wetting it again and started brushing my teeth. When I was finished I spit and rinsed and took off my towel and dried off. I threw my towel in my hamper in the corner of my bathroom next to my towel rack and started to get dressed. Once I was done getting dressed I started brushing my hair to get the tangles out. Deciding that my hair was brushed out I went in my room turned on my tv and flopped face first on my bed.
Today has been a long day and now I have to worry about gossip at school tomorrow. Great just great. I'm going to be the topic of the day.