dear gina,
I didn't know when you wouldn't text me while you're mad that I'd cry like this. I didn't know my heart would break like this. Heck it hasn't been an hour and I'm already a mess. My hair, my eyes, my red ass nose and everything else. I didn't know that I'd feel like someone stabbed me. I didn't know that without your love and your attention that I'd feel like cutting myself. I never realized how much you'd mean to me. Now I'm gonna have to go a week. Yes a week. WITHOUT YOU. The thing that keeps me alive. The one that stops me from trying to cut. The one that makes me realize my self worth. You hype me up, remind me that I am that bitch, and you always make sure that no one tries to hurt me. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I DONT SAY THIS ENOUGH BUT I LOVE YOU SO DAMN MUCH THAT WHEN YOU SMILE MY HEART HURTS. Spam my camera roll again I don't care if my storage runs out. I'll never delete them. You could do anything and I'd forgive you in a split second. I'm so sorry for getting jealous when you hang out with your other best friends. You want to know why I'm jealous? I am jealous because I'm afraid you'll leave me. You'll leave me because you think they are better than me. You could break my heart but just so you know, you're the only person who could break my heart. I love you forever and always.
Gina isn't her real name but I still miss her just as much.
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Dear Gina
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