Tsukina was killed during succumb in patient bed, it seems her parents were unable to pay her medical debt that they decide to end her life while her mind still wide awake. She knows she just a burden to the world, so she was actually glad instead...
I felt dead from the inside as I spend the rest of my life on a patient bed which is nearly a decade. My eyes felt heavy as anesthetic running through my vein. Even though the weather outside of my window room are quite lovely as I can see the curtains flapping gently, I cannot felt the comfort breeze at all, the skin of mine already beyond numb than anyone ever imagine.
I let out another sigh while looking away from window to the tube that was sticking its needle between my arm, the beeping sound beside me just made me gloomier as it already become my usual music to my ears.
While painfully adjusting myself to sit comfortably by lean on my fluffy pillow, the door suddenly open with a person I fimiliar with. He was my dear little brother, he looks simply cute with his blue navy uniform although he was slightly few inches higher than a normal age 5 years old child, I'm sure he will be a good bishounen in future. I smile softly at petite brother of mine as he pitter patter walking toward me with lily in his hand.
"Nee-chaan!" He excitedly pulled the chair beside me and give me the beautiful lily with keen, wait for me to give a react. He so cute with his gleaming cute blue eyes on me, I internally scream for him, he definitely my sunshine whenever I was lonely.
"Aww..thank you Shin-chan..."Unfortunately, I was only able to reply with a hoarse voice. He fell silent when he heard my reply while the eyes that was gleaming turn into cloudy instead, but still, he tried his best to smile.
"Shin-chan.." He lift his head to see my hand ruffle his fluffy blonde hair. "How's your school today?"
"Oh, it was fun Nee-chan! Today Shin-chan and friends went to a garden..ummm..what was it called again? Oh! A science garden!" He brimming with joy and end up give me a long storytelling of all his journey from the science garden till here, such a strong memory child. I complimented him each time he succeed doing something especially when he done a good deed.
"Shin-chan is a good boy." He happily said as I pat his head that lying on my lap. I chuckled at his own self-proclaim and keep let my fingers slid through his hair, it's like theraphy for both of us with our surrounding turn into a nice peaceful moment.
I close my tired eyes in peacefulness till I abruptly heard small sniffles coming beneath me. Shin-chan? I cannot see his face but I'm sure I felt the sudden wetness on my lap, he never cried this silently before so I was taken back.
"Shin-chan..?" I lift his head gently, he looks at me with tears dripping like a numberless pearl, his face was red as he tried his best to control the cry, I afraid it's not good for his mental, "Shin-chan..holding tears it's not good for health."
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A/n: I'm still amateur at coloring...even drawing if I say. This drawing use medibang pro.
He did not answer and simply sniffle with his tears continuously dripping, ara, ara~I imagine myself dripping with sweat as I anxiously wipe his tears away from his chubby cheeks. It cannot help, the way he reacts this way, he clearly knew I did not have a long life to live as he was told by my parents. What are they doing!? Telling him directly and bluntly, are they going to create a traumatic experience in his childhood, I swear they...I take a breath before turn to him again and give a kiss at the tip of his nose. That's when he suddenly fell silent but the tears did not stop though.
