"Gem I'm so nervous" I sat on the toilet lid in my wedding dress with Gem
"It's fine Em it's Harry you have nothing to be scared of except whether he'll cry or not" Gemma joked
I laughed a bit.
"It's just my dads not here I miss him so much" I sobbed a bit trying not to spoil my make up.
"Ah babes you know that he's watching over you from up there you're gonna be fine as long as he's watching over you" She hugged me and I walked out the bathroom with her.
"Momma!" My 3 year old daughter Darcy giggled
"Why awe you cwying?" She started to frown
"It's okay mommy's just a bit nervous" I told her
"Cuddle!" She put her arms in the air
"I love you princess" I kissed her head
"I wuv you too Mommy!" She giggled
"Omg sis you look beautiful!" My brother was stood in the doorway.
"Jason! I love you!" I cried
"Ah bub don't cry sweetie so are ya ready to walk down the isle?" He asked hugging me
"You better be its timeeee!" El Louis girlfriend said she's also a bridesmaid.
Gemma's the maid of honour
Then there's Darcy the flower girl
Then El then Lou and Lux
Lastly freya my cousin she's 14
We walked down the stairs getting closer and closer until I heard the song play isn't she lovely.
Darcy went down the isle throwing rose petals she went straight to Anne then El who Louis the best man kissed on the cheek as she went past. Next Lou and Lux went down.
Lastly Gemma who stood at the side next to the papers to sign
Before I knew it it was my turn my heart was beating so fast it was so scary but so exciting at the same time.
"I love you bub" Jason said as the doors opened
"I love you two big bro" he squeezed my hand
"Ready?"
"More than I'll ever be!"
