Home is Nothing but Pain

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I'm using only this song for a while I really like it and it fits the meaning of the story. Tord does have depression

Tord POV

I laid in bed doing nothing other then listening to If They Knew. I heard cries of pain and sorrow. I knew it was my mom. I wanted to help her, but she told me not to help her and that she'll be ok.

I heard her cries as I covered my head with my pillow while I was crying in my mattress. I heard silence, the only thing I could think of was, 'is my mom dead!? I hope she isn't, she's the only person who cares about me in my life,' I replayed the song I was listening to but I than began to sing.

"They think I'm crazy,"
"They think I'm mad,"
"They call me stupid, worthless tell me I'm not worth it,"
"And now I'm walking back to a place I call home, but I feel so alone,"
"The same hurtful hits, it's my darker place,"
"In my virgin ears, the remarks they make!"
" if they, if they really knew, all these things I do in my room, to hide the pain,"
" I doubt their minds would change,"
"I doubt their minds would change,"

I stopped singing and walked over to my window. I looked out it. I saw those boys that saved me at school. I looked at them and my silver and red eyes trailed down where they were going.

Until I saw them look up at my window. My eyes widened, in one swift movement I shut my curtains and jumped on my bed feeling extremely uncomfortable and embarrassed.

Tom POV

I was walking down the road with edd and matt until we passed a house which looked pretty old but still looking like someone lived in it or a family at least.

We looked up to the second floor only to see someone slightly and a swift motion of the curtains closing. I was confused, only by the familiar looking person in the house and the swift motion of the curtains closing.

I looked at edd and matt, who also looked confused. We looked at each other and shrugged and kept walking to Edds house, where we're going to work on homework together.

During homework, I kept thinking about that house.

Who is that person and why do they look familiar?

Omg a long chapter so far i guess.
Bye guys  oh here's the word count

Word count; 423

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