Our Confessions

chapter 5

Chapter 5

Yu

Yu didn't even know where to go. He didn't know what to think. What to say. His emotions were all a mess and it felt like they were ripping him from inside. Seeing Yosuke kiss both Chie and Kanji like that only enraged him. Deep down inside Yu knew that Yosuke was free to kiss whoever he wanted but more than anything he wanted to feel Yosuke's soft lips touch his. An irresistible feeling was welling up inside him. "I want Yosuke. I want him all to myself and do all kinds of things. I want to make him feel so good he keeps coming back for more". Yu pushed these thoughts to the back of his mind. Yosuke would never be his so what the point? That question made Yu feel sad was all over again. He might as well go back to the Dojima's for now at least he really wanted to distract himself from anything to do with Yosuke.

Yosuke

Yosuke searched high and low looking for Yu howeverit seemed like he was nowhere to be found. Yosuke had even enlisted the help ofthe investigation team in an attempt to locate him. The only place he could bewas back at the Dojima's and Yosuke didn't really feel like explaining to themwhy he was there at 10pm at night. He couldn't believe it was that time alreadyand the pain of the situation only made things worse. Yosuke thanked the fellowmembers and decided it would be best to head back home. Once home Yosukecollapsed onto his bed and pulled his headphones over his ears playing any songpossible. Everything seemed to be going at such a fast pace Yosuke couldn'tkeep up. He had only just admitted his own feelings towards Yu but now thethought of doing lewd things with Yu was keeping his mind busy. If he reallydid like Yu that would mean he would have to do things with him like sex.Yosuke instantly blushed at the thought. Sex wasn't meant for best friends. Yuwas such an awesome guy and had many girls following his every move. Yuwouldn't be interested in him. He felt like no one compared to the othersabout. Chie was strong, passionate and outgoing. Yukiko was a little shy andreserved at first but was a very nice girl. Rise was flirty and beautiful andwell Risette whereas Yosuke was just Yosuke. The guy Yu managed to pull out ofa bin on the first day they met. Then the thoughts about Yu's kiss crept up inhis mind. Yu had such a gentle kiss. Yosuke found himself wanting more. Howmuch further would Yu go? Images were flashing through Yosuke's mind. A nakedYu. Dominating him. Yosuke's mind wondered more. Yu was sitting on a bedinviting Yosuke to join him. Both of them naked. Yosuke walked up to him whenYu suddenly got up and violently kissed Yosuke pushing him against the coldwall. The wall would send shivers up Yosuke but the heat of Yu's body pushingagainst his would be worth it. Yu looked so sexy when he was dominating and Yosukejust wanted to be dominated by him. BzztBzzt Bzzt! Yosuke snapped out of his daydream to see a single text from Yu."We need to talk. Meet me at the riverbank tomorrow 1ish" Yosuke was soglad Yu had finally got in contact with him. "Sure thing I need to talk to you as well. I will explain everything. Itreally wasn't what you think bro" Yosuke knew he had to clear up thismisunderstanding though he didn't know how he was gonna do that without makingit obvious to Yu that he fancied him. That's when Yosuke noticed his semi-boner that seemed to have appear whilst thinking of Yu. Hating himself Yosukepulled a pillow over his head and tried to think of what to say to Yu tomorrow.